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2009-09-05T11:24:00.002+08:00

Sorry grandma.. Wasnt able to see you for 1 last time.. Hais.. I miss you grandma... Even though you are gone, i will always remember you in my heart..

R.I.P Grandma
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Borned: 27-03-1938
Departed: 26-08-2009

2009-02-25T00:51:00.002+08:00

Hmm... Finally being posted to Airport Police Division already.. Staying inside camp is so so boring. Woohoo!! Having another 2weeks of AVSEC course.. Kinda boring but no choice, being forced to attend. So during these 2 weeks, im only free on weekend. But most likely will be accompanying my gf. But if got any gathering let me know lor, might be able to go also. After the course, i will be then officially working inside Singapore Changi Airport liao. Haha.

Will be going for the HK-5 machine gun shooting practices soon. Cos i need to perform the Tango Patrol once i reach Sergeant rank. Kinda cool man carrying machine gun walking around Airport terminal. Haha!

Wa.. Is been dunno how man months see all my sec sch friends.. Kinda miss them.. TY,hui,Guang, etc... Oh man.. Mayb i always not free here and there to go out with them ba.. Thats why never contact le.. :( Sorry guys... But really hope to have a meet up soon..

2009-01-01T15:40:00.003+08:00

HOHOHO!!! SOOOOOOO LONG NV UPDATE!!! HAHA!!

Happy New Year pple!!! All the best to everyone in the new year. And 7 more days to my ermmmm adulthood? HAHA!!! Recently just busy with NS life, clearing debts, going out slack lor.. Sian... Six months inside camp already now still botak.. BECOS OF THE STUPID BARBER!!! PUI!!! Cut wrongly even though i tell him how to cut.. SHIT MAN!!! NOW I BACK TO BOTAK!! SHIT!!!

Alright.. Booking in later at 8pm and book out tml at 6pm. LOL! Lame... Take care pple..

2008-07-06T12:03:00.002+08:00

Yo pple! Sorry for MIA for about 1month liao. Haha! Been busy inside camp ma.. No choice. Come out not much time to update also.. Haf to spend time with family and gf. Hmm.. ACtually oso nothing much leh.. Just that training inside camp is quite tough lo the first month. Lucky i pass my first IPPT test. So hopefully all the way i will pass so that i wont get confined on weekend. Weekend now is precious to me sia. But during the first month training i injured myself alot... Some heal already but those serious one haven. I dunno wats wrong but is just painful. One injury is at my left shoulder, i cant move much.. The joint there is painful.. SIAN.. Second injury which im afraid the most is my back injury. Stupid sia.. First time do Standing Broad Jump i miss and i fell behind and jerk my back and now is injured.. The spinal cord bone is painful... I cant bend down and up.. The pain is there. I really scare sia.. Hopefully is nothing wrong and quickly get healed.. Lastly is my cough. Bad bad cough... Guess must be due to the extreme hot weather there ba. And not enuff water...

Hope all my injury and illness faster healed... Hmmm... Many of my friends are nowing entering into NS one by one liao.. Haha! Good luck to them.!! Meet up soon yeah if got time. Botak man meeting!!! Wahaha!!! Hmm.. Nothing much to update... Now that my first month of physical training had passed le, hope that the remaining 3month of JOBC(Junior Officer Basic Course) will not be tough ba. Good luck to me and others. See ya guys around. Bye!!

2008-06-07T14:05:00.003+08:00

Hmm.. 1 month plus without any updates. Haha! I guess u pple think my blog is dead =X Haha! Recently kinda busy to update. LOL! Excuses only la. HAHA! Hmm... Is abit lazy and also sometimes really no time to update lor. ALl these while being accompany my gf lo. Trying to spend as much time with her before i go into NS. Although many problems had came between us, we still can at least solved abit abit. Happy moments and sad moments we had spent all these while. Alright, i leave this relationship as private to me and her ba. =X So shall not elaborate muc here. Haha!!

Hmm.. Me going into NS this coming tuesday 10/06/2008. Sian lor.. Will be wasting 2years inside. But mayb 5years cos of me thinking of signing on as my family now kinda facing some financial difficulties.. So signing on will at least let me get regular pay of at least $1700-$1800+ like that. So at least can tyr to help out the family as well. Hmm.. So think otherwise, at least PA signing on still not that bad lor. The privillages given still not bad compared to other forces. Haha! So next time in the future you all might see me patroling the streets one day. Haha! So dun be surprised =X Friends out there, wished me good luck then. HAHA!! You all still can contact me during my stay inside the camp after mayb 7pm cos i heard from my friends my free time will be at around 7pm onwards till 10pm. So still can give me a call or sms. The first 10days i wont be booking out, so finding me on the first weekend is impossible. Haha! After that then can. But!!! Provided i got time, cos i need to accompany my gf and my family. Haha! But still, can at least keep in contact with each other or a short meet up oso can. Will see how then. :D

Hmm.. Life has been kinda boring nowadays. Nothing to do recently other than accompany gf. So most of the time now is spending at home watching movies on laptop lo. Best way to pass time before going into NS. Will try make full use of this 3 more days. Need to go Mandai there to "bai bai" my father. Asking him to bless me to finish my NS smoothly and of cos other things. Still need to get some other stuffs for the first 10 days stay inside the camp. So still got quite an amount of tihngs to do this 3days. So might not be free to do other things.

Alright la, shall stop here. Will be posting during the night before i go NS. HAha! But still depends whether i got enough time to post or not. Haha! If not, will be another long MIA period liao. HAHA!!

2008-04-30T23:45:00.002+08:00

Hmm... Keep asking me to update update. Ok lor update abit lor. Haha! Actually nothing much oso la. Only nowadays spending time with my gf cos i going in NS soon also le. Then wont have much time liao. So now got time jiu accompany her. =D

But she's working now and im also working tml. On labour day somemore. SIAN!! And the working place is so freaking far... Paya Lebar. Wa lau eh.. Traveling damm sian lor. Hopefully the job is good la. Pay is $50 per day + commission 1% of everything i sell. But i dunno what im selling also. LOL!! Hopefully dun give me lame items.

Then will be having dinner all those alone blah blah blah. SIAN AR!!! 12pm to 9pm everyday can cry. LOL! But no choice. No money is like that. Got job good enuff liao. Cannot hiam. Alright la. Nothing to write oso le. Gtg sleep early liao. If not cannot wake up tml. Haha! Bye all.

2008-04-07T19:57:00.002+08:00

OH!!!! I receive my NS Enlistment letter liao. Is on 10 June at 8:30am at Police Academy. So early la. Thought is going to be Sept or wat. And i open i see JUNE! OMG!!! And somemore is Police Academy. HAHA! Me this type of face go MATA. LOL!!
Think no need go find job liao. I left with 2 more months. Will enjoy my last 2 months before going in. Haha! Who want take pic with me now? Now still got coloured hair to take with. LOL! 2 more months no more liao. Will be botak! HAHAHAHA!!!!

Ok la, wish me luck pple. June 10 will be the day. Haha! :)

2008-03-24T18:43:00.002+08:00

Boring week it gonna be.. Im all alone at home till friday. :( So lonely sia.. Mom and sister went oversea with my aunt. Now my house is like so dark at quiet at night.. Sian sia... Not used to it. Someone come accompany me pls. Haha!

Being clubbing lately sia.. Wa piang eh. Pok liao.. This coming wed or sat might be going again. LOL! Anybody wan to go? Haha! Sms me if u wan to go. LOL! Hopefully my mom and sis come back fast. Alone at home sibei sian.

Aiyo... Then this few weeks me like owl liao, only sleep at around 5am+ or 6am+ then wake up at 2pm to play game. Wa piang eh. I think my dark rings come out liao. Ugly le! Sian! Haha!

2008-03-11T04:45:00.003+08:00

Woo!!! Finally the IT show is over.. Did not manage to get my 4gb memory stick.. Cos no money ar.. Dun wan to spend. So ok lor.. Nv get it. Bo bian one.. Who ask me so poor.. Kns :( Being working at IT show for this 4days. Wa lan eh. Very tiring sia. Everyday morning 11am haf to reach there. Zzz... Damm tiring.. Gu niang. Is like working from 11am till almost 10pm cos of the stupid pple shopping there. Ask here ask there and 9pm+ still dun wan to leave, make us wait for them. Zzz

This few days haf been sleeping at around 3am then sleep awhile till 9am wake up prepare to go for work liao. All along eating macdonald for 3days after work from thurs to sat. Benny, ah pui, sato, ah joe,wen hao came and look for me. LOL! Di siao sia they all. Chat awhile then they left. Left me alone to work again. SIAN AR! Been stuck at the DVD player section to sell. But oso good la, at least no need waste so much saliva to talk on TV. Wat i do is tell customer this product cheap cheap and good worth buying. If they wan they buy, dun wan shoo please. :) Wahaha!!

Benny came down everyday sia. LOL! Ho eh! Good friend. :) LOL! He and shu xian came down like for 3days. Haha! She ar, being psycho here and there whether which laptop to buy. Haha!! In the end buy the Sony Vaio. LOL! But ok la, she like it can liao since specs wise compare is about the same. These few days really very tiring. Leg and back aching like hell. BTH. Gonna rest for a week before going to find another job liao. Left so little money to spend. Guess is better to stuck at home play CABALSEA. Haha! Save money even though is tiring sitting on the chair facing com for the whole 24hrs. LOL! But no choice, best way to save money. Wahah!!

Alright ba, hopefully i can get my pay asap. If not no need go out liao. Haha!! And yea, hopefully my pay is good. $300+? $400? LOL!! Haha!! See how the company give me ba. LOL! Im hardworking, yeah so i think i deserve more eh! LOL!!! Ok, continue to play my game liao. See ya guys. :)

2008-02-29T22:35:00.002+08:00

Boring holiday... No money means no going out... Stuck at home for so many days during the past few days.. Sooooo SOooooo boring..

Wat i do is just mahjong and mahjong and mahjong only.. Sian... Next week still got pple book me for mahjong again. LOL!! Gambling siao liao... Later lose le no money pay them.

I wan look for job ar... I need a job to pass my time before i go into NS. Shun bian earn some money to use.. If not with the money i left, confirm cannot survive one. Help!!!

Hmm... Thinking of re-painting my room... But have to wait till a few more weeks before i can start cos need money to buy paint. LOL! Wonder will it look nice or not. Hopefully it will :) Haha! Even if is not, is ok. Cos the room will be paint by myself, at least got 'Man Zhu Gan' :D Wahaha!!

Sian, alright ba. Guess i got nothing to do already. Going to play viwawa liao. Those who got play one can add me in game. Being playing this game lately. LOL! Play till very tired. Haha! Spending the whole afternoon playing just to pass my time. Sibei no life sia me. Pui!!
My nick : AdiOs

2008-02-16T01:36:00.002+08:00

WooTz!! Finally im now unofficially graduated from NYP. All i need to do is to finish up my last project report and hand in on wednesday and im done. School's over. This 3 years passed very fast... Studying,slacking,attachment and now even my final year project oso finished liao. This means that my 2nd phase of life going to start soon after another 2 yrs of army. Then i will be officially in the working society already..

This new CNY is like last time. Just that my dressing and hairstyle is slighty different. Haha! Many of relatives saw me, they give a wow face. LOL! But still same la.. Still ugly. Haha!! Being gambling for the first four days of CNY. WA LAU EH! Very shag sia... Always gamble till the next day one. Wa lau... Nv see sunlight wont go home one. LOL! Lucky me. Play cards win money, play mahjong lose money. LOL! No mahjong luck. Haha! Play card win a total of around $300-$400 i think. Forget le. But spend up quite alot liao. Haha! But still got $260 friend still haven pay me back cos he no money. Need wait till next month when he got pay then return.

And yesterday Valentine's Day.. WA LAU EH!! EMO day sia. LOL!! Always spend this day being a single. LOL! Nv had a chance being attached. LOL!! Walk around seeing couple holding hands, blah blah making me jealous sia. :( Hmm... When will i haf the chance too.?? Think hard la... Zu ting single one. Sadded. Then Taiyun called me, say Damien oso emo today, ask me go club with them. Then me being one of the emo friend among them, i ok lor. So went to zouk first, no pple. So we went to MOS instead. Dance all the night long and went back home. Slept till 12pm before i wake up to go school. And this time i was very very late. Haha! Suppose to reach by 8:30am, but i reach at 1:30pm. LOL!! Wat to do? TOO TIRED LE!!! HAHA!!

Aiya. Nothing much to say le.. Now having such a long break time till my NS. Hmm.. Mayb going to rest and relax awhile before finding some part time job to pass my time and earn some cash. So if anybody got lobang for job tell me. :) Haha! Alright all and Happy Chinese New Year.!

2008-02-01T00:08:00.001+08:00

Just came back from Mervin's wake... Hais..

Life is so unpredictable... Saw him a few days ago, and now he is gone forever.. It happen so sudden...Was really shock when i got to know the news from Sherwin... And the accident actually happen a day before Sherwin told me the bad news... Hais.. Though i dunno Mervin that well, but we still got sometime happen to meet in school or outside and chit chat with each other. Used to play bball with him oso.. But now he's gone now.. Hope he will rest in peace. Be happy in another world of us. We will remember u Mervin Teo.

Accident bound to happen, but some can be avoided if precaution is taken... The driver should heed the advice from his friend that is to slow down his speed when entering the bend. But i guess he did not or mayb he did but the accident still occur as nobody knows the exact cause cos there is no witness except for the 2 front seats survivor.. And becos of the reckless driving, it causes two person to just pass away like that... :( .. Hais...

Anyway, my condolences to his family... Is hard to accept that their son had left them... But thats life... Very unpredictable... Nobody knows what happen tml...

R.I.P my friend...

2008-01-20T23:07:00.000+08:00

Haha! Update update!!!

Nothing much oso.. Being hardworking this week. Haha! Touch up on my project le.. I wan to graduate on time ar.. I dun wan to graudate late late. Haha! Hopefully i can finish my project on time ar if not jiat lat lo.. LOL! WIll try to cut down on playing PSP during break times. Haha!

Anyway, WELCOME BACK Josephine!! Haha! SG still good. Haha! See ya tml in school. Haha!

Hmm... Went to dye and highlight my hair.. Hmm.. I oso dunno the colour. Asked the auntie to choose for me so ok lor. Haha! Hmm.. spend $75 for my hair. Some of my friends said not bad, my mum said like abit no highlight. Like no difference from my previous hair colour.

Then yesterday went shopping. Hmm!! Walk for so long then in the end bought a jeans. Haha! Spend $69.90 for that jeans.. HmM!! Not that bad the design but did not fit my shoe. SIAN!! Jiat lat sia like that.. Ku ku!! I still got alot of things haven buy yet.. BUT NO MONEY LIAO LA!! OH MAN!!!

I still wan to get a belt, a pants and 1 more shirt. Mayb getting them next week or next next week. Depends on my money for the next days. Haha! Hopefully i can get all my items before CNY!!

So in total till now spend $131.50 for shoes, $30 for shirt, $75 for hair and $69.90 for jean. Hmm!!! Bankrupt liao lo! Haha!!

Ok la, receive the NS letter for my medical report. In the end i still tio PES B L1. SIan!! Thought still can geng till a PES C. Seems like my NS life could be a tough one liao. Haha!! Hope that my NS life wont be so hard and could ORD smoothly. :D

Alright, gonna sleep soon. Tml still need wake up early for school. Bye guys!

2008-01-09T00:10:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to myself. Though update abit late. But still ok. :D Haha! Im now officially 20 years old. Haha! Thanks pple for all the birthday wishes u all gave me. Really appreciate them. Haha! Love u guys so much. :) Brighten up my day. Hee :)

Today my mid-term presentation of my FYP. Wa lau eh.. Cok up some parts. Sad. But nvm la. 10% of my FYP. The final presentation just do well can le.!! Haha! Then after that went to AMK HUB with Jing wei to slack. Haha! ZoneX got birthday treat of $10 free top up value on my MIP card. Haha! So treat Jing Wei a few games. Haha! :D Then play a few games of Initial D cos is getting even cheaper now! WooTz!! Haha! After that went back to school for FYP, but as usual nv work but slack. Wahah!! Being learning Rubik's Cube for past 2 days. Haha! My progress not bad la. Faster record 4m36s like that complete all faces. Haha! but still kinda blur. So will ask jing wei teach me again. Haha! Is fun man. Addictive. LOL!!

After school went to meet up with ah pui and mingkang at funland. Hmm... Slack around lor.. Boring sia my birthday like that. No pple to accompany me.. But nvm la, used to it already. Haha! Talk around while waiting for Junlong to come back then slack around at mac and talk lor. Then reach home at 11:50pm like that.

Once i reach home, SOMETHING SURPRISE me ALOT! OMG!! I was toally stunt. I receive a call from this number which has around 12 numbers? OMG! At first, i thought who called so weird the number, so ignore a few times. But then keep calling in, so i just pick up and to my surprise, is JOSEPHINE calling from BEIJING just to wish me Happy Birthday before my birthday end. OMG!! I was sooooo sooooo surprise la.. OH MAN!! Touching sia... I was stunt by this... I mean is like she's so far away from me and she even call back to wish me. OH MAN!! :D Really appreciated it and really thanks alot alot alot!! Is ok even though u cant be here celebrating with me. U already call back from beijing to wish me le.. Is already enuff.. Im really very happy!! :D Is good to hear your voice after so many months in Beijing. Miss u so much. Haha! Come back soon eh, we will be waiting for u to come back and gather together like last time and have lunch in school or some outings again. :D Once again, THANKS ALOT JOSEPHINE!!! :D

2008-01-06T23:39:00.000+08:00

Woo hoo!! Update. Haha!

1st January, Wootz! A4 peeps BBQ gathering.. Seng ge nv go.. Wa lau eh.. Sadded. But nvm la, we still had fun oso. Haha! Took 853 to east coast park. Wa lau eh! Damm far can... Sit until backside pain. Pui! Then after alighting, started drizzling. Then suddenly become heavier. Haha! Meet up with the rest at the BBQ pit and chit chat abit. Soon the night darken. Then our Fire starter man Taiyun starts the fire, and we started bbq-ing food. Haha! Had lots of fun and laughter.. Is being so long we last gather together. Brand new year, and old friends get together. So good.!!!

Played Heart Attack, though is old and lame but dunno why we still had fun. Haha! Cos is damm funny. LOL!! Then took pictures and chit chat about everything we can think of. Wahaha!! After that left over food, we played indian poker to decide who eat the plate of food made by us. Haha!! Major loser~~~ PIGU!! Whaha!!! Damm funny!! Then time getting late and we rush to the toilet and rush back to get the things and ME AND HUI RUN to the stupid bus stop which is damm far man! We almost miss the last bus. Is just by last than a minute. Was sweating like hell inside the bus and the air con is soooo weak.. Damm.. So sweaty. Haha! Then reach home about 1am. Slept and go sch the next day....

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5th January, Sat night. Went to MOS with Mingkang and Benny to so call advance celebrate my birthday for me. They help me pay abit of my ent fees. Haha! Thanks man. So long no club then the feeling weird one. Cos very long nv dance and drink liao. Haha! Then mingkang treat drinks and in total i drank ehh.... 6-7 tequila shots, 1/2 Jug Baileys Milk+coke,1 cup vodka Cranberry. Hmm.. Was not drunk or wat, just that abit giddy. Haha! THen got 1 kuku grp, keep pushing me. Was very fed up already. I dance and push them back until very hard. They keep on tapping my shoulder and i didnt even care. I just bang like nobody business until they cant do anything. Wahaha!! Im so skinny and they so big size. Pui la they all.. THen dance all the way till 5am cos no money take cab already.. SO exp sia.. So wait for first train lo.. Wa kao... Duno why so packed.. Haf to stand all the way back to yishun. Sian!! Reach home around 7:30am then slept and haf to wake up at around 11am to meet my sec sch mates to celebrate my birthday again. :D

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6th January, Meet Pigu and Guowen for lunch at 925. Haha! Had chicken rice. Long time bo eat the chicken rice there liao. Haha! Take abit and wait for Eunice and guang. Reach somerset and went to K-Box. Already booked the birthday package so wont scare no room. WahahA!! They sang a few songs while waiting for my other 3 bros to reach. Wa lau eh, they reached liao i first thing ji tao tio shoot.. All 3 bros wear adidas jacket while i nv wear. Sibei sad. Haha! Then after that our singing session starts.. I sing very little cos my singing is reallyyyyy like shit la.. Wa lao eh.. So weird one.. Paiseh lor... All so good singers. Wa kao... So bo bian, just sang sang abit lor. Haha! Was having so much fun sia.. So much laughter inside the room. Haha!! Then after that brought in the small cake. HAha!! Chose the happy birthday song and they sang! Wahaha!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU x100000000 times. LOL!!! Cake still not bad. Quite nice. Haha! TOok pictures, sing until the person tell us to get lost. LOL!!

After that was deciding where to go for dinner. Haha! So many places to decide so in the end we chose Thai Express since is quite budget. LOL! Ate and chit chat. Talk alot of things. About University la, MEDIC la, sec sch times thing la, alot alot. Haha! Was so funny la some topics. Keep laughing. WHAHA!! Was so fun talking with them. :D Talk until the shop very few pple sia. Haha!! On the train, browse through the pics we took during the K-Box session and makan session. Funny pictures. Haha! Will try to upload if possible, if not might be putting up the pics on my Friendster. So do check it up if u all want. :D

Today really had an enjoyable day with them. Long live A4 peeps man. :D Love u guys sooo much! Haha!! Friends forever!! :D Thanks guys for celebrating my birthday. Thank you soo much. Really appreciate it. :) See ya guys soon eh!
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Alright, haf to stop already.. Haf to prepare for my presentation tml.. Then after that need to sleep le. Haha! See ya guys:D And im getting 1 year older in 1 more day counting from now since is 12:05am already. :D

2007-12-26T22:14:00.000+08:00

Oh~~ Im bankrupt!! :( .. Lost $62 in mahjong.. Hmm... Oso dunno wat i doing.. Sian.. First time play 20 40 lose so much.. Weird sia.. Nvm.. Just my luck.. Cant blame.. All along give me shit tiles. Haha! But nvm la... Mahjong ma.. Wat to do.. Suay = suay lo.. Next time see will heng heng again or not lo.

Hmm... Another year is going to be over soon.. Another brand new year is approaching... Year 2008! Hmm... Actually not much resolution though. Just wish that i can successfully get my Diploma Certificate. Wish for everyone being healthy and happy. :D And oso HUAT ar!! LOL!! And oso my NS life will not be so xiong lo... Mayb if possible try to find myself a partner? Hmm... But hard la... Too paiseh liao me.. No balls. Haha!! Let fate decide ba. :D Cant rush this type of things. And oso if can, i wan a driving license. =X Ok la thats about it lo. LOL!

Hmm... Another thing is, who got any weekend part time jobs lobang to intro intro? I might need to work already.. My money started to deplete le.. Nv work for 2months liao.. No income so money flying off soon... So help help pls.. Im left with around $600? to spend till i go NS which i think is in June or earlier or later. So if got lobangs pls give me a sms. :D Thanks!!

13 more days to my TWENTEEN Birthday!! LOL!! Old man liao =X Haha!!!

2007-12-25T14:36:00.000+08:00

We wish you a merry christmas,
we wish you a merry christmas,
we wish you a merry christmas
and a happy new year!

Merry X'mas to all my friends out there!! :D

During eve, as usual went out to town with friends walking around. During night time, they started playing the spray thing. Wa lao eh, zhao ah! This year dun wan get sprayed! Haha! Then dunno wat to do leh, so decide to go club lor.. Went to St James Power Station de Power House section. Wa lao eh, ent fees chor. Dance around, drink drink abit. Talk and play. Haha! People inside look so old sia.. We like ginas sia. LOL!! Then walk out to bus stop and took the last bus NR1 back home.. Reached home already 5:40am+. Then being sleeping all the way till now. Haha!!

Ok la, i know boring post. Haha! But every year once reach christmas, then follow by new year which means i getting older soon. Haha! My teen age going to be over soon!!!

*Hint --- 14 more days =X Haha!!!

2007-12-07T09:42:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. 2nd week of FYP... What i can say is.... BORING!!! LOL!! 1st week already complete my first task liao.. Suppose to finish by week 7 but week 1 i already finish liao... Lame right? LOL! Then my final project was oso given already.. This has to be completed by week 12. Hmm.. BUT SIAN AR! LAzy to do!!

2nd week being a slacking week for me.. For FYP, being sleeping and using internet. Never even think of doing my project at all.. HAHA!! Songbo sia. But 1 sad thing is... Spend alot of money.. PUI la!! Still owe pigu and sherwin $8 total for mahjong money. Haha!!But I still got $30 at Tai tai there. Haha!!

Hmm.. Ok la.. Actually oso nothing much to update.. FYP is all about sleeping and doing project nia.. But always find time slacking around in school. So hanging around means keep on eating around and thus spending alot of money instead of saving money. SADDED la!! Pls donate money to Jarrel Charity pls.. :) Thanks! Wahaha!!

Ok i go do my stuff liao. See ya soon pple :D

2007-11-27T23:08:00.000+08:00

Sian! FYP start liao.. Headache sia.. THe project given to me quite difficult sia.. Do until headache... Cant even solve one of the problem for 5hours+? Wa peng eh.. How to survive like that... Booo~~~ :( Getting bored liao... So strict the lab.. So many things cannot do.. No internet access oso.. Only a few coms got internet access and i cant get access to them. Only few authorised students can use. So when my friend login, ask him to lend awhile to use lo.. So u guys will seldom see me online le until evening time when i reach home. So anything pls call or sms me. :(

AND got 3 breaks. 1st is from 10am to 10:30am then 12:40pm to 1:30pm and 3pm to 3:30pm. But who cares man, i go break normally earlier and come back later. LOL! So anyone who wan to meet me for lunch or wat pls call me.. Cos most of the time i might be alone as my classmate going to meet his gf then pang seh me alone! Haha! So i need pple to accompany me. LOL! So call me if ur timetable allows u to meet me. LOL!

Alright ba, i go slp soon le.. So boring haf to wake up 7:30am every morning. :( Tiring sia.. hAis... Ok ba, night all :)

2007-11-07T17:14:00.000+08:00

Wow, long time no update. Nothing much oso. Same routine of working only. What i do during working is only sleeping and playing PSP nia... Sian... ENDURE for 2 and 1/2 weeks more and thats it. After that going to school for FYP le. Though no income, but at least is nearer and better. Why i will update now is becos is too BORED!!!! Shit sia...

1/2hr more to go before i can go home!!! So many things to do sia.. Cut hair, make my tooth, etc.. All need money.. But now getting poorer liao.. No more part time = no more income.. Haf to save le... Haf to go club lesser.. If not my money will go back to single digit when i go NS... =(

This few weeks haf been playing mahjong.. And what i can say is im getting suay and more suay.. Lose lose lose... But nvm la, mahjong ma... If everytime win oso weird. LOL!! Oso got suay de day one.. So no choice lor.. Haf to wait till my luck turns lo.. And tml mayb going to haf another mahjong session at my house again.. Haf to see my luck again ba.. Just lost $33 for the past 2 days. =( Bankrupt liao.. LOL!!

Alright ba... Think i go back to slack again and prepare to go home soon. Bye all =D And take care!!

2 more months to go!! And my precious TEEN age is gone. PUI!!! I will be TWENTY :(
I wan the TEEN back so i will be TWENTEEN =X LOL!!!

2007-10-19T15:08:00.000+08:00

yO pple!! Do some blogging since there is nothing to do. Being sleeping from 8:30am till around 11:30am when working. Wahaha!! Too sian liao... What to do leh... Sit here and wait for phone call nia. No call = Sleep! Use com oso dunno use wat.. Dunno wat to surf oso. Everyday go same web oso sian la.. Pui! Listen music oso listen till sian liao.. Kns..

Hmm... Being thinking whether to get a PSP Slim or not. Friend say can get it at around $300+ with 2gb memory card and mayb + some accessories. Hmm... See how first ba.. Being wanting to get a PSP but dun bear to spend my money.. Later not enuff money spend next time. Im now left with only $1k+ to survive. Somemore nv work part time le. No extra income all those.. Still owe pigu and taiyun mahjong money. Haha! Now oso seldom meet them, wan return them oso hard unless they come my house again for another mahjong session lor. LOL!

Mayb going to find part time job again. See if my friend still need me as a promoter or not. If need then good, if not then haf to find ownself liao.. Boring attachment!! 1month and 2weeks more before it ends... Which seems so short and oso long at the same time. Saw my friend got the I-Phone liao. Bought it at around $1k+. OMG.. Expensive sia. But the power thing is, he is the only few who has a I-Phone cos is not officially launch yet in ASIA countries. Haha!

So many rubbish sia i write. Kinda bo liao. LOL!! If the price of the PSP slim is within my budget then i might consider buying it le.. At least got something to accompany me when im bored. The $420 attachment pay now shld be able to let me survive for a while ba hopefully before i get another part time job.

K ba.. Off i go to work!! =X Or rather my work of surfing net, sleep and listen music. Haha! Bye all. =D

2007-10-12T15:02:00.000+08:00

Sibei sian ar!!! Talk with me in MSN if you happen to see me online during monday to friday from 8am - 5pm+. Haha! If not i will bore to death. LOL!! I got nothing to do now thats why i try to blog a few bits of rubbish. Haha!

Being spending quite alot lately. Watching movies all those. Please donate some money to Jarrel's charity. But still have to enjoy abit la. Being working all these days. Weekend is the only time i can go out. But i think going to work part time back soon.

Alright. Going back to work soon. Talk with me if u see me online!!! =X Will reply when im not busy(Which i think i will free). Haha!!

2007-10-09T23:42:00.000+08:00

Sian.. Boring attachment life... Being sleeping during working hours in front of supervisor.. LOL!! But no choice, really nothing to do.. Too bored.. About 7 more weeks to go before this stupid IAP finish.. Arghzz.. And my allowance still haven give me.. NO MONEY LIAO AR!!!!!

Too busy to do updating nowadays. So tired nowadays. Mahjong no luck already.. Hais.. Im on bad luck nowadays.. Suay kia liao... Nvm... Lazy to type le.. Sleepy. Night all.

2007-09-15T01:34:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... So long never update.. Pple might think my blog die liao. Haha! Actually not much time to update also.. Nothing much had happened oso.. Cos is the stupid boring routine i will be doing everyday for 3 freaking months -.-... The gay attachment.. Hais..

Was actually being attached to Ecquaria for attachment. Then due to the projects they had, i was the so call suay suay one being attached to Supreme Court for their projects.. Gonna stuck there for 3 months.. DAMM SUPER BORING AND SIAN!!!! Face the com from 9am - 6pm. And cannot leave the room and the hallway cos outside will be a locked door. So without those staff card cannot enter.. DAMM freaking boring la.. Do those things and the things to remember and understand is soooo freaking alot... Have to help write so many test cases and help find bugs in the system all those.. Arghz... Somemore inside so freaking cold la.. Wear long sleeves + jacket still shivering -.- .. Freaking attachment.. Quick end please... =(

This few days also play IDv4. Spent quite alot. Broke some SG records. But not sure whether there is other hidden records by other teams or not. Haha! But nvm, at least i know i somewhere there. This year think dun haf UGC le.. Boring... No competition = no fun... Hais... So shitty...

Think gonna quit my part time job le.. So tiring... Work from Monday to Sunday and 8hrs per day.. So tired.. Cant even go out and enjoy.. No time to go out... That sucks la.. Next year going NS also liao.. So must enjoy for this last year. Haha! But this few weeks might be still working cos need earn abit more.. Mayb end of this month quit or next month ba. See how first.

Just dyed my hair with mingkang. Hmmm... Ash green highlight + Dunno wat colour base. Coppper? or dunno wat. Haha!! But ash green cant see well also. So like no highlight like that. LOL! Mayb need wash a few times then can come out. See how ba. $65 for doing the dying + highlighting. But dunno whether can enter Supreme Court or not. Later cannot enter sian liao.. And my part time job dunno can allow or not i oso dunno. Haha! If cannot the most i quit nia. LOL!

Alright la, thats all la. Nothing much oso. Might be uploading pic of my new hair colour if i got take pic. But most likely wont ba. Haha! Cos seldom take pic oso. =X Want see meet me and see ba =X HAHA! =X

Anyway, Ah hui!! Happy 19th birthday ar. Although now is 15sept, but i still got wish u on 9th sept =D Now is wishing u again. Haha! Sorry for not celebrating with u. All of us are now busy with work all those. Owe u one =D Will find time to go out together to celebrate ur belated birthday =) All the best to you!!!

2007-08-22T01:26:00.000+08:00

Wassup! Nothing much. Exam period. Mati liao.. Dunno alot of things.. Prepared for the worst liao. =( Stress sia.. Arghzz.. And!!! Grats WEISENG!!! HAHAHA!!! For finding ur precious PEARL!!! =X WHaha!!! Ok la. Nothing much.. Sleeping le... Tml got exam.. =( Night all. Btw, i create a friend test thing on my blog. Click the Others Stuff navigator to take it =D

2007-08-03T01:06:00.000+08:00

WoopSy!! Almost a month i last blogged. =X Clearing projects for the final year.. Sian sia.. Dunno how to do... Die le la.. =( Exams are coming also.. Next paper is next week Friday, 10th August. And this module is my worst cos i nv attend the lecture before. Tutorial attend last than mayb 10times? Hmm... How am i going to pass leh.. LoL!! Keep playing games , too addictive liao. Haha! Playing at home and also playing at arcade.. Spend quite a huge amount of money on IDv4 liao.. =( Super addictive. Haha!

My main Exams are on 20, 22 and 23 August. After that break 1 week before going for attachment le.. Hopefully tio something near and the company dont have those kuku pple always keep giving troubles to pple de. But from what i know, each company sure will have this type of pple de. Haha! During attachment period i sure very shag one, still have my part-time job to do. Monday to Sunday all 7days working without any leaves. OMG!!! Sure peng san =( .. Sibei no life.. This few months i already no life already.. SO LONG Since i go shopping, walk walk, play play with my friends.. Hais.. It suk... All is studying and working and studying and working.. During my 1week break, i must make full use of it. Enjoy and relax myself before attachment start..

Mahjong, clubbing, shopping, playing, blah blah blah.. So much things to do yet so little money to use.. Still need to get a new com for myself.. Spoilt already =( Still have to get a new handphone too... =( MONEY MONEY MONEY!!! Please drop down from the sky and into my wallet please!!! :'( ..

Ok la, dont want talk liao.. Emo le. Haha!! Ok la, bye all and take care!!

2007-07-11T00:43:00.000+08:00

Long time no update.

Been gaming all these days. Then sleep quite late and wake up early... Not enuff rest recently.. =( Projects are now piling up liao.. And all are programing types which suk.. Dunno how to do.. Pui~~ Sian.. Studying + Working is sooooooooooo freakinnnnnnn boringgggggg...... No life at all... No rest day.... Means no enjoying...

Its been so long since i last went out to shop shop.... No time to really go out and shop and walk lor.. All the schoolwork,gaming and working are keeping me busy all the time... But bo bian, for the sake of money haf to sacrifice my recreation time liao.. =( Now saving up each month when getting my pay. Must try to save at least $250 - $300 per month ba.. Now bank got i think $800+ dollars le.. From $7+ to my now $800+ after working since April. And now pple still owe me a total amount add up to $116. My PC ROADSHOW pay haven GET!!! ArghZz!!! What's keeping them so long... =( Its already being a month already and they haven give my pay.. Hmm.. Later they eat up i sue them =X

And Initial D Version 4 came out not long ago. Starting playing it and it suk.. Totally changed to a new game.. Im now no longer the "pro" already. Im back to a super noob player but with strong fame name =X Haha! And the game is sooooo freakinnnn EXPENSIVE!!!! Already spend $50 in about 2days? OMG!!! Cannot play so much liao... SAVE SAVE SAVE!!!! I guess if this year competition is Version4, i think i no need get champion or mayb even qualify to play in the competition at all.. Im not used to everything.. haha! And not much money to spend and train on this game already.. Last version already drain my money alot already.. Really going pok liao.. Now i must start to save every little single cents i can save already. =D

Promise my mum and sis to treat them to eat one of these days. Nv treat them eat before so this year special =) Or rather mayb starting from this month onwards, every month gonna treat them go makan makan since i am starting to earn my own money already. My working life in Thomson plaza is getting better. At least now can communicate quite well with my colleague even though there is generation gap. Haha! There's oso 2other pple working who are of the same age as me, but we seldom talk... Dunno is they dun wan to talk to me or they scare of me. Haha! I tried to talk to them but hard la.. Haha! Work at different thing so hard to talk oso. Me in the TV section while both of them at those hair dryer section. Will find somedays to talk to them cos same generation gap as me =D Haha!

Alright ba. Waiting for mum to buy supper back home. Then eat liao go slp le.. Abit tired liao.. Nowadays i gets tired very easily.. And my house there renovation in the afternoon. Suk.. Reached back home so tired liao then so noisy wan sleep oso cannot. =( Bye all

2007-06-22T00:57:00.000+08:00

Hmm... Actually nothing to update also leh. Haha! These two weeks having study break. But in the end never study at all. Haha! Programming also nothing to study de leh.. Haha! Is either u know or u dunno. lOl!

Was playing game during this holidays. From morning till midnight 4am+ then 8am+ wake up play again. Same routine everyday. Haha! Deprive of sleep. =X Hmm... Owe pple so much money.. L0L!! Sum up a total of $88.(Nice number ar?). Owe $18 to Benny, $20 to Mingkang, $50 to SueAnn. Hmm.. Then Vincent owe me $20.. Wa.. Machiam some "Financial company". Haha! Hopefully to clear all this debt quickly as possible. Then my next pay hopefully includes my roadshow pay also and wished the pay is alot. Haha! At least a $300+ for the roadshow hopefully. Haha!

Alright ba, nothing to say much also. This fews day spending my time at home playing game nia. Is better than going out and spend money. Haha! Minimum target is to save at least $300 per month. Wish me luck for my Common Test man. Haha! AND one last thing, i failed my Napfa 2.4KM again.. Shit sia.. Failed 2.4km = fail everything.. Need retake also must retake everything.. Arghzz... Pull up again... OMG!! That sucks..

Thats about it ba. Take care pple =D Good luck for those pple who are having tests =). Those who dun have test, all the best in your life! Haha!

2007-06-04T01:44:00.000+08:00

Yea! Finally the PC Roadshow 2007 had ended.. Is damm tiring walking around shouting here and there. Damm freakin noisy and still had to talk to customer. So had to shout and shout and shout until my throat wanna break liao. Damm pain lor.. Zzzz... As for my brand im working at pioneer, our roadshow target is to sell 100 plasma TV and earn a sale of $450,000 in this 4days.. Is very hard.. Cos our pricing all are very expensive.. Had to psycho the customers very hard.

First day, we only sold 16 plasma. 2nd day 15plasma, 3rd day 11plasma.. So imagine the last day we had to sell SO MANY~~!!! But!!! We did it. We sold 99 plasma. Even though still nv reach our target of 100, but we are only short of 1. Which means for the last day we sold over 40+ plasma. Thats alot.. Even our supervisor oso stunt. So i guess our pay for this roadshow would be quite high hopefully. Is very tiring for all of us. Good job guys =) We oso exceed our sales target of $450,000. At least the last day we all chiong until siao. =)

And at the roadshow today i just bought myself a laser mouse,a mousepad and a 2GB thumbdrive for only $80. It might sound expensive, but is not. A laser mouse cost $39, mousepad $10, 2GB thumbdrive $31. At least im using my own money from wat i earn after working for pioneer for around 10days+. Bought something i really needed finally. =) So now gonna save up money already.. Cannot anyhow spend liao.. Saving up money to buy the things i want to buy next time. MONEY MONEY MONEY!!! Work hard to earn more money!!! Haha.

Now my holidays coming soon, finally can haf some breaks.. Im so tired.. Always lack of slp due to all the projects and work. Imagine this 4days of roadshow, i haf to chiong 2 projects. One on friday, and previous day i haf to work for the roadshow which ends quite late due to overwhelming customers.. Reach home at 11:30pm like that then haf to chiong till around 3am before i finish and had to wake up at 6:50am. Zzz damm tiring.. Then the next 2days haf to work again and i had to complete one more project which is due on monday. Arghz... Lucky this one not that hard, so just roughly do. Damm tiring.. And napfa coming in 2weeks time. Due to working not much time to train oso.. Hais.. Jiat lat... Forget it..

Alright, im so tired now.. Going to slp soon. Night pple =)

2007-05-23T16:37:00.000+08:00

Wa sian.. Now the renovating of the lift thing at my house there start liao.. SIAN!!! Now is slowly clearing the wall at the last floor.. Soon it will reach my house there le.. Somemore my room is just beside it.. Then holiday coming, which oso means i haf to wake up very early liao.. Got morning alarm sia.. SIAN ar... Stupid sia... Wan to slp in the afternoon oso cannot.. :( ..

Hmm.. Now going to play back Darkages. Haha! Is been a year plus since i quit. Now going to play back.. So many updates. Dunno wats all the new things sia. Haha! Hope i can get use to it soon. Haha!

Alright ba. Too noisy liao my house here.. Haf to blast music liao.. If not sian like hell.. Bye all, off to play some game liao. Haha.Wee~~

2007-05-13T00:07:00.000+08:00

Oh!! So long nv update liao sia. HahA!! Actually nothing much oso la. Just studying and working and studying and working.. :( Sibei no life sia... But bo bian leh, life is like that. Hmm... Lucky been able to talk to my classmates nowi f not will really get very bored. Haf to initiate to talk to them la but starting dunno how to talk sia, so talk rubbish. But now still can get along well ba except that still abit no life la =X Haha! Always go home after school very sian even though can save money. Nvm! Will ask them to go out one day. Haha!

My napfa is coming oso. In about 1month time.. SIAN!!!! Is so sudden la, haven even prepare anything lor... Slack too much liao la... Damm freaking long nv exercise.. OMG... 2.4km , pull-up, sit&reach sure buang until like shit. Haf to start training liao.. Haf to go jog after school at Yishun park there liao.. Only got 1 month time to train.. Sian... Not enuff time lor.. Somemore weekend cannot train oso, haf to work.. Siao liao la.. Like that go NS xiong liao... :( .. Jia you ba Jarrel!!

Today went to Weiseng house for a gathering with my bros. Haha! Slack around then play mahjong. Damm funny la. Haha!! Enjoy playing mahjong with them. Alot of jokes and rubbish. Haha!! Stupid LUI TONG AND BAI BAN!!! KNS!! LOL!!! Overall win $10+, still nt that bad la. After that went and eat with weiseng's family members, go eat zi char. Thanks to Weiseng's Dad for the treat =) Was very full la. Haha! Then go to OCC to play bowling. Haha! Im so lousy la. But was having fun la. =) Really enjoy the time being with them =)

Sian, tml haf to go work.. But for the sake of money i haf to chiong. Work and save up money so that i can take driving license during my NS time. Then oso can at least spend and buy something for myself. Alright la, tired already.. Sleeping soon.. Bye all and haf a nice day =)

2007-04-23T15:49:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Been busy with all my school work and my work.. Monday to Friday studying while Sat and Sun have to go and work.. No rest at all.. So tired..Might fall sick one day. Who knows? But hopefully wont la.. Have to wait till next month then can get pay.. Thought this month can get liao.. They gonna compile my pay from March and April and bank it to my account on May 20+.. Sian.. So currently dun haf anymore money to spend. Therefore Weiseng, ur $17 im afraid i haf to pay u back next month liao.. Sorry Sorry..

Just reached home and found out they gonna start renovating the new lift thing. All knocking here and there.. Damm noisy and annoying.. Wan sleep oso cannot.. I guess this few days will be noisy liao.. Lucky got school, if not sure bth.. Guess i need to rest myself already.. My whole body abit warm warm liao.. Dunno why.. Mayb due to the lack of the sleep last week.. :( .. Thats about my life rite now ba.. Study and work and work and study.. Haf to earn as much money as i can before i go attachment for my next sem.

If anyone of u happen to be at takashimaya on weekends, pls call me for dinner. Always go eat dinner alone very sad.. =( .. But if u happen to be there with your friends and not convenient then is ok.

Alright ba, gtg liao.. Mayb going to take a nap already.. Very tired already.. Bye..

2007-04-17T20:07:00.000+08:00

Sch started... Yesterday first day of school... Got good and bad la.. Good thing is at least wont stay at home whole day and nua and nua so sian. But bad thing is need to wake up very early and alot of work to do liao.. But ok la, better than working =) Haha! Cos first day ma, then got new classmates, all nv talk talk de. Haha! Heng i still got 2 of my classmates with me, so not that bad. Some others alone more sian. LOL! But must get to know them la, if not will sian like hell sia the whole of year 3. Haha.

Today the 2nd day, so many things to do already.. Homework and some mini projects must do liao.. Kns.. Cannot relax liao year 3. Must chiong liao.. Final year and thats it! BOTAK! LOL! Jia you ar!! Tahan another few more months can liao. Guess i will be very busy already. Weekdays = Studying, Weekends = Working. So dun haf time to go out already. Hmm.. Ok ba.. Nothing to blog much oso..

Goodbye all, and good luk for all my friends who are studying. Jia you! =D

2007-04-12T00:52:00.000+08:00

Do some posting now. Sch starting soon in about 4more days. Haf to starting studying liao. Final year already. Then after go botak liao. Sian.

Hmm.. Today last minute went out with Mingkang and Benny. Walk around in town, play billiard and pool. Then go watch movie, The number 23. The show hmm.. Starting very blur. Cannot catch wat the movie is talking. But later in the end then get to know liao. Haha. Then after the movie, i suddenly think of something special sia. My full name add up to 23 letters oso.. LOL!! Then my chinese name when write out consists of 23 bi hua oso.. Wa peng.. So zhun la. Haha! Then Benny and Mingkang make fun of me. LOL!

Then after that went back to 925 to haf supper then go back home liao. Nothing much to say. Read someone blog and i can say i nv wan to ignore or avoid u at all. But if u think im out to avoid u or watever, then i got nothing to say. U still can find me go out if u wan provided i got the time cos sch starting already and on weekends im working. Thats wat i can say.

Bye all.

2007-04-02T00:38:00.000+08:00

Is been quite awhile since i last update. Actually nothing much happen oso. Just like wat i always do, slacking around at home. But last last friday went out with Taiyun,Weiseng and Chunhui to causeway point to catch a movie and haf dinner oso. Is being awhile since we last met up cause of their attachment. So ya, haf to dig out time to go out. Was having an enjoyable time with them. Though time spent is quite short on that day, but we will nv fail to laugh and chat and laugh and chat. =) Bros forever! =D

And yesterday was actually the first day of my work, cos is first day, alot of things dunno sia.. All the specifications of the products all dunno. So much to remember. Really dun like sales line but bo bian, for the sake of money haf to work. So there always alot of problem when i serve the customers, therefore haf to seek help from the seniors. Haha, so paiseh la. Keep asking them for help. And stand the whole day from 1pm to 9pm+ very tired sia. Bo bian la, money!!!! Today is my second day, hmm... Now at least abit abit understand liao. But still kinda blur. Only sold DVD players only. As for Tv.... HARD!!!! :( .. Thats all ba, so tired now.. The job dunno why after finish work will feel very tired and sleepy.

Sch starting soon oso, in about 2weeks time. Now my class haf changed. New classmates, new topics to study. Lucky the timetable is not as shag as before. At least now still quite ok. Haf to prepare for sch next week already. And as for those who are starting sch oso, jia you for ur sch work. =) Work hard!!! =D

Alright, thats about it ba.. Kinda tired already now.. Sleeping soon.. Bye all..

2007-03-21T02:39:00.000+08:00

Woohoo!! Just checked my results. Whaha all passed! Not bad sia..

2As,1B+,3C+,semestral project pass. GPA up really abit only. 2.797.

Now awaiting for my final year in NYP. Last year here i come before i go NS liao. And haf a sec sch class gathering before we guys go botak eh =) At least see us 1 last time before we go in NS cos we come out all gonna be fit zai liao. LOL!! Then all will be different liao.

Aiyo, thats abt it ba..

2007-03-19T06:24:00.000+08:00

Being thinking alot just now.. hAix.. No matter what i do now oso dun bother u already.. Everything is now a past.. Everything is gone.. Is over.. Is finished.. All i can say now is all the best in ur life, in ur current job and everything..

Feeling kinda down now.. :(

*off to sleep..dun think i will wake up so so early...goodbye....

2007-03-19T02:53:00.000+08:00

hAis.. Was crying just now after all those things she had said to me.. Content i dun wanna say.. Was feeling very lost just now.. It happen so sudden to me.. Though i kinda know the outcome already.. But when it just came, i really cant accept it.. I've to admit im really dunno anything about love. To do something for the person u loved i oso dunno. Even chances and hintings are given, i cant even do anything.. Im really such a disappointment.. I've made her regret on wasting time on me for the past 6mths. Im really such a basket..

But what done is done, she had already decided to leave me for good. She wont be there for me anymore. Was feeling very moody now.. Dun think i will be sleeping oso.. Really dun feel like sleeping.... And right now im thinking about our past all those.. Guess is 100% no hope for me already.. Wat i can do now is to wish u all the best.. Even though wat u said today really hurt me but cant compared to wat i did to u to even hurt u deeper... Pls take care of ur health and not tired urself too much.. Now as a friend i wish u all the best unless u dun even wan me as a friend.. Goodbye.. :( ..

2007-03-12T10:57:00.000+08:00

Just came back from mahjong.. Lost $50.. Now im officially broke already.. So no need to ask me to mahjong or go out anymore.. Really no money liao.. Now hopefully i can get into the job intro by my cousin's boyfriend ba. If not i really dun haf anymore cash already..

Thats about it ba.. Was feeling moody throughout the past few days.. Everything is said clear.. Now gonna just stay at home and rot my time away since i dun haf money and mood to go out already.. All the best to you.. Good bye.. :( ..

Gonna go catch some sleep..

2007-03-07T23:39:00.000+08:00

Oh, today lost $6 in mahjong again.. Really cannot play mahjong lately.. Very suay lately.. Somemore is lose $6 within 20mins?? Haix.. If continue playing i confirm go bankrupt. See how again la, hopefully my luck comes back ba..

Going out to 921 later at around 3:20am to go watch the Champion Leauge soccer match with ah joe. Hope the match will be an exciting one. Bye..

2007-03-07T00:05:00.000+08:00

Wa, today super boring la. Stay at home the whole day.. Somemore nothing to do one leh at home.. Wth... Go out = spend money. Nv go out = no need spend money = boring. LOL! Was supposing going Novena there de timezone to work de, but due to the pay, i dun wan go liao. Is too little..

Yesterday went to Jolynn house there to send her liang teh and strepsils cos she was feeling unwell due to her sorethroat. So decided to go there without her knowing before i go for my job hunt. Then sms her to remember to take those things. Then since she wanted to buy her mom's present, so ask her if she wan go out with me or not. But she nv reply.. So i thought she was sleeping la, then dun wan disturb her liao. So went off alone to Novena there to find jobs. Went to timezone there and ask, thought pay high, but only $3.50/hr.. Sian la.. Too little le.. So decided to walk over to the place where my sis work. Say will call me if interested, but once i hear that = 90% sure dun wan. So nvm, just walk around and haf lunch myself at Long John.. Was feeling lonely la.. Eating alone.. But bo bian.. Slack around there and sms jolynn cos she wanted to go out and buy her mom's present. Then decided to go hougang to find her first cos i know she confirm lazy to go out le, and just nice she told me she lazy. So met her, shop around at Hougang mall. Bought her things and go pool-ing.. Tio tok by her.. Dunno why that time i very lousy.. Mayb moodless to play ba.. Then send her home and go home already. Then was o2jam-ing with her till 4am+ before slping. And she told me to wake her up at around noon time. THen ok lo.

But before noon time today, she already called me wake up cos her neighbour was renovating their house. Then cant hear wat she talking. Haha! Was huh here and huh there. BUT! Suddenly my whole house is shaking.. I was WTH?? Wat happen.. My whole bed was shaking when im lying down, i chua tio sia. Earthquake sia.. But not in singapore though, is in indonesia. We only get affected. Phew.. Talk with her until she needed to go bath and go out to celebrate with her mom while i rot at home lo.. Was damm sian la.. Nothing to do de.. So keep on eating and going online to watch shows lor.. Had macoroni for lunch, then milo with alot of biscuits for tea-break =X. Awhile later had potato chips and banana again. Slp awhile and wait for mama to tapao KFC back for me to eat for dinner. An hour later ask her to cook noodles for me again. Then 1/2 hr later make milo again for supper.. Really too sian le, so just eat and eat and eat.. Now im kinda hungry again.. :( ..

Okok, tml mayb going out to find job again.. :( .. If not gonna tio nag again by my mum again..

2007-03-05T00:54:00.000+08:00

Ok enuff of the quarreling thing. I hope is over soon. Peace pls..

Went to seng house to bai nian today. Play some mahjong there with hui and seng. Lost $8.. Lately losing money in mahjong already.. No more luck.. Going bankrupt soon. Watch some vid clips at weiseng house. Damm funny. Was laughing all the way la.Then slack around at his house till around 7pm and go back.

Think gonna stop mahjong-ing already.. Got no much cash to lose.. Not i scare lose, is later i lose until no money then jiat lat.. Another reason is im gonna start finding job already.. Most likely tml or this few days rather, im going out alone jalan jalan see can ask tio job or not lo. Am so tired of mahjong for the time being.. Keep playing and playing..But if u all lack for 1 kar, can ask me oso. I'll see if im free or not. But dun be surprise if i rejected if i dun haf the mood and feel to play.

Ok, thats all. Hopefully the matter between pris,me,jolynn,guowen end. I dun wish to see another quarreling again. *Peace...

2007-03-04T03:16:00.000+08:00

Oh ya, another note. To guowen and pris: Not i being biased here la, but pls mind ur words ok. Scolding pple b.i.t.c.h is not a nice word ok.. Ok guowen, imagine la. If i were to scold pris a b.i.t.c.h, u confirm will feel angry and pris u too will oso be pissed off oso. Im just stating an example, no offence to u both. If u all dislike each other, then ok fine. Next time at most dun play mahjong with each other. Need not call pple names until like that. Is a very offensive word use ok.

And im not really siding her fully oso, she too haf her faults. Or rather all of us haf faults. But come on, is just mahjong only. No need to be so offensive till haf to scold pple bitch or bastard or watever shit. If i were to scold u all, u all oso will get angry oso let alone her. And guowen, i know pris is ur gf and i know u will side her. But before u came, the conflict already started. So u dunno wat really happen. So dun anyhow comment just becos wat pris had told u. Yes, some of the things she say might be true, but not all.. Yes i may feed jolynn, but i too got feed pris even though after we change place. Is just that becos jolynn was sitting beside me first and i happen to feed her alot during the first pok, pris starting to think i intentionally feeding her. And when we shifted place, and i oso got feed pris alot. But in her mind she might think i intentionally give her eat to find excuse that just now i really intentionally give jolynn eat my tiles de. But u see la, if i were to give everyone eat and in the end get complaint, like that i might as well dun play. Eunice didnt let me eat alot, but i oso nv complaint. Even if i do i only say wa sian, always cannot eat only. Blame oso blame on my tiles sucks..

But if u all still wan to complain here and there i oso cannot do anything liao. I dun wan to quarrel with u all becos of mahjong. Is stupid.. And i dun wish to quarrel with u all. One side is my friends from sec till now, the other side is my ex-gf. Both oso my good friends. As for this i dun wish to be biased against one side. If u all still wanna complain here and there, come and talk to me personally.Dun need shoot in blog.

And lastly, no offence to all. Just again my point of views. Dun like it, like i say come and talk to me personally.

2007-03-04T02:04:00.000+08:00

Aiyo... Looking at both their post... Sparks alot... Come on pls... Is just mahjong, and i think no matter where i sit i oso will give pple eat my tiles de leh... Imagine if i play all the "Tong zi + Ban she" tiles, i confirm will throw "Bamboo and Wan zi" tiles out for pple to eat. If u all wan eat, just eat. Dun wan then i dunno. Ok, and with my condition that day, i didnt even care about my tiles honestly. Imagine 24hrs+ of no sleeping and somemore losing $29 on mahjong the previous night, i already sian 1/2 liao.. I'll just agar agar play. So if i happen to let someone eat until 9tiles come out in front, is just his/her luck.

To both of u, even where i sit oso the same. Judging from my skills, i dunno whether im pro or not la. But if every pple just becos my "Xia jia" keep eating my tiles, then is i gu yi let them eat one, then i really will go headache. Ok, take it as i intentionally let them eat la, whether they will zi mo is to their luck already. If u all fang pao oso not my business cos im only guarding my own tiles. If i were to guard u all and not playing my own tiles, i might as well dun play mahjong. And come on, mahjong is just a game. No need to scold each other so badly... Win or lose oso nvm de wat.. Somemore is 10 20cents.. -.- I played 30 60cents with pple and lose $148 i oso cannot complaint. Wan blame oso can only blame on my luk. Today u suay in mahjong = most likely will suay all the way. Even ur "Shang jia" feed u good tiles and u eat until song oso no use. When u ting pai who knows, u might just fang pao. Is normal.

Ok la, i dunno whether wat i say makes any sense or not la. My phrasing might not be so good as u all. But i think roughly is there la. Ok, this might be the last time u 2 playing mahjong together. Yes, sometimes we did quarrel over mahjong. But u think i wan it to happen? Of cos i dun wan. But sometimes is just my luck that i give pple eat alot and pong alot which causes other pple to lose alot. But i oso dun wan it to happen. Cos i oso will lose money myself. And pris, if u say im not fair enuff, then i dunno wat to say liao.. Cos if u got look at my tiles, mine tiles is like a piece of shit. I dun even bother wan to play. I just kept quiet and just throw my tiles, if jolynn happen to eat means she is lucky. I didnt even intentionally let her eat.

No offence to u la pris, but i overheard u say no matter where jolynn sit, i will intentionally fang pao give her win.. I heard that my feeling ji tao... Arghzz.. U know this words very what or not.. U recall properly i fang pao give her win how many times when she sit opposite me.. Can say almost near zero ok.. The most less than 10 times i think.. And even though she sits beside me, and i let her eat alot of tiles doesnt mean im not fair. I sit beside u i oso got let u eat. Is whether u two got fang pao to each other or not only.

If u two still wan blame, then blame it on me. Dun quarrel becos of mahjong pls.. Blame me that im not alert cos of nt enuff sleep and nv guard pple properly. Mahjong is a game for friends to play for fun not to play for arguement.

No offence to both of u, just saying my piece of words. Dun like it then shoot me back.

2007-02-27T22:39:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Been so long since i update.. Did nothing much.. Only do some home visiting during CNY first day only lo.. After that haf to study for my exams already..On Day 2 of CNY , went to melissa house to mahjong, after that send jolynn home then go to my cousin house to mahjong again.. Mahjong here and there.. Machiam gambling ghost already.. But wat to do, always call me for mahjong..

These are the pictures i took with my sis and my cousin during day one.. I seldom take pictures de, so nan de will see me in photos. =P

Me,Joey and sis~ SmilE~

Act cool~ But i dun look cool at all.. =p

My big HEAD~ Spoilt the image only.. =X

Hmm.. Nice? Haha

Me and sis~

Then friday having my first stupid exam, so kuku la.. Exam on CNY, really no mood to study la.. So just agar agar read thru the book and go in for exam. Still managable, most likely can get at least a C grade. Then on sat went to melissa house to mahjong again, hais.. Though win but im feeling vert unhappy... Dun wanna elaborate it.. Was tearing on my way back.. Then Ann sms me say wan go her house mj or not, but i rejected it for the first time cos was really nt in the mood to play already..

Then sunday went to Joey's house there to visit them, play with my auntie's children. After that , my aunt call us to play mahjong.. 30 60 without shillings. Which means 5tais zi mo each person give $22(zi mo extra $2). Jolynn first time playing so big and she 1st game boom $20 liao.. So i took over her and help her win back her ben qian return her and win overall. Was lucky. So she still can haf some money to take back. Went home and study my maths abit abit and went off to sleep.

The next day, the scariest paper of my semester.. MATHS.. As wat i expected... Kinda hard for me to cope. Blank 30marks, hopefully the 70 marks i've done can help me earn afew marks for me to pass. I nv aim high for my maths cos is too difficult.. Alot of my friends oso struggle cos of this maths.. Kuku de.. After paper went out with jolynn to town to haf Sakura for lunch and watch Norbit. Quite nice and funny. Worth ur money watching i say.

And as for today went to AMK new mac there to study for my last paper tml. Study for 6hrs.. At least now i haf 70-80% knowledge liao. So tml paper shouldnt be a problem ba unless they go set very hard then nothing to say liao. After exam will be going eunice's house to mahjong. See how my luk again ba.

Anybody got any jobs to intro?? Im really in need of jobs.. If haf pls call me, really need it badly. Thanks.. Thats all, gonna do some recap of the things i studied today then go to sleep liao. Bye all.. I know my blog is kinda boring, if dun wan read oso nvm cos nothing interesting to read oso.

Bye guys..

2007-02-19T02:47:00.000+08:00

Woo!! Just reached home from all the bai nian and other stuffs. Haha!! Feeling so tired now.

Woke up at around 11am like that,bath and prepare to go my ah ma house which is only 5 floors below my house only. Haha! And we came down kinda early and was first to reach there. So slack around watch TV first while waiting for others to come. Soon after, more and more came. Talk and crap crap. As usual, CNY is getting kinda boring each year. But nvm, xi guan liao. Then left my ahma house at around 3pm and went off to my father side's de mother house to bai nian.

The pple there are more generous =X Ang pow lui much more. More than i expected. Usually they give $4, now $8 and $12 o.0!! My ang pow lui always around $100 - $110 nia, this year $140. Haha! But lost around $30 on mahjong, mama sponsor me $10 so lose around $20 ba. Tml or rather later going to melissa house and play i think. Wonder how my luk will be. After staying at there till around 6pm+, we went off to another person house to bai nian oso. Since they live in a condo, then my sis,cousin and me walk to the club house and play. Go to the gym. I use the equipment there train train. Haha! Funny la, i bo strength eh.. Haha! Then took pictures with each other then went back and get ready to go out again.

This year change, nv go lau pa sat and marina south. We went to the kopitiam beside DXO there and have our supper. Then after eating go to the "fun fair" i think to look around. Slack there for quite long. The things there are all so expensive la... Spend so much there... We play bumper car, so fun la. But the cars there kinda slow so not that exciting. Then is about time to go home cos all the kids are getting sleepy already.. We was thinking abt going marina south there and play. But they kinda tired and quite late already at that time. About 1am+ liao.. So sit my uncle's pick up and off we go.. Home sweet home.. My uncle drive until so fast la, was sitting behind the pickup.. The wind... OMG.. Blow until my hair messy like hell. Haha! And was very cold la when he drove at the expressway there.. Shivering sia... Reach my house liao then my face already numb liao.. LOL!!

And right now im blogging abt the things happen today. Ok ok, stop liao stop liao.. Tired le.. Haha! And lastly, HAPPY CHINESE YEAR to all again =) Enjoy and get more ang pows!!!! WOo hoO!!!

2007-02-16T23:51:00.000+08:00

Why... Why does she haf to revert to her old self..She already tahan thru 2months liao yet.. hAis.. Everytime see her like that always break my heart.. But i cant do anything and oso cant stop her.. :'(

Alright... CNY is coming soon in around 1day+ more.. Wish everyone a Happy Early CNY. =D Take more ang baos and get the things u all want or save it up :)

2007-02-14T23:18:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went out with Hui,Weiseng and Taiyun to town to celebrate Taiyun's 18th belated birthday. So meet up at around 1pm then went off to Far East first to shop cos they haven buy their CNY clothings. Shop and shop then taiyun bought 1 shorts cost $49.90 -.-!! Haha! As usual, we crap alot la. Laugh here and laugh there! LOL!! Soon after met up with Joneh cos he was working near that area, talk with him and we walk to pacific plaza to see see. After that walk to Taka to shop shop, nothing at there so we went to Plaza Sing. Look around and then accompany Joneh to eat. After that went to Paradiz Centre there to play billiard. Fun la, sibei funny la. Haha!! All was laughing.Then walk back to the new cathay there adidas shop to shop shop. Then i shun bian help Jolynn see whether the jacket got or not, in the end haf sia! Haha! Finally found it. =D Good :)

Sian.. Today Valentine's day... Spending it again alone.. But ok la, already used to it.. So cant blame it... Saw so many couples walking together, see liao oso sian.. Why i dun haf.. Is not i dun haf is i nv treasure her thats why dun haf.. Alright alright.. Dun wanna say liao..

CNY coming = exams coming soon for me also.. Wonder how much ang bao money will i get this year.. Most probably less than $100.. But used to it liao la, every year oso so little.. Haf to find jobs liao.. Anybody got any lobangs for jobs or not?? I really need it badly.. If not i really dun haf any money to use already.. Help me.. THanks..

Okok, before i finish, wish those couples a Happy Valentine's Day.

2007-02-10T13:51:00.000+08:00

Wow, just came back from ann jie's house for a overnight mahjong session. Won around $20+ after spending around 12-14hrs of playing.. Sibei shag sia.. Haha! Play until really blur liao.. Haha! Blur until i keep on talking rubbish. LOL!

Took 965 home with another friend of her, was feeling very warm and tiring sia.. Stand until wan sleep. BTH! Reach back le go coffeeshop makan first before heading back home. Dunno why dun feel like sleeping now. LOL! Mayb getting some rest later ba. Ann jie just now say mayb got another overnight mahjong later. Haha!!! Dunno la, but see how ba. LOL!!

Okok, thats how i spend my day yesterday. Haha!

2007-02-09T12:17:00.000+08:00

Hmm... Come to think of it, valentines day is around 5 more days.. But is nothing special to me cos im still spending it alone for.... 19years.. Stuck at home playing games mayb.. Wat to do, cos i cant treasure that someone i love..

Anyway, those getting O lvl results today good luk man =) Those couples, wish u be early valentines day. To all chinese pple, wish u all be earlier Chinese New Year.

Too bo liao now, so just blog rubbish ba.. Bye..

2007-02-08T19:35:00.000+08:00

Wootz, Sch ended liao.. Now awaiting for the upcoming exams during CNY.. Sian!! Haf to revise next week liao if not really no time cos is near almost impossible i will revise during CNY. Today de Common test still not that bad, though nv study much cos i only study 1hr+ before the test only. The paper is not as hard as i think it will be. Haha! Mayb can get "B" and above ba. Haha! Hopefully. =X

Hmm.. I think this weekends not going out ba.. Gonna stuck at home and slack the whole day unless pple ask me out. But depends whether i wan to go out or not only. Hmm.. Nvm, i think go out oso nothing to do. Haha..

Chinese New year faster come ba.. I wan mahjong.. Haha! =X So sian now..

2007-02-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

Today tiring day sia. Shopping day for me again. Spend quite alot. First to bugis then to Queensway. Then to Hougang then back to Yishun.

Bugis
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Went to Bugis with Jolynn then meet up with my mum at bugis street. Shop around for jeans for CNY, went around looking but nothing nice.. Got nice de yet kinda expensive. Hmm... Really bo lui ar.. Then awhile later mama need to go back to work, so we 2 continue to shop lor.. Walk round and round looking for our CNY stuffs. In the end i bought 2 jeans at $40. Quite ok la, not that bad. After that we walk to Funan IT mall to take bus and go queensway to see got wat thing to buy there.

Queensway
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Reach queensway at around 7pm. Then we started shopping again. This time round is jolynn buying things. Haha! Then i go look around for shoes oso. Then stop at a shop and try out 1 shoe, look not bad. So buy it, cost $68. Then bought a shorts oso at around $26 or $27 i forget. Hand full of items now. LOL!! That should be all for CNY oso since i oso seldom go bai nian. So overall i spend around $135 today. For me quite alot liao cos seldom shop so much. Haha! Then we headed to some nearby coffeeshop for dinner, the fried rice not nice and so little for a $5. But the Fan Shu Ye vege not bad but too much chilli. Sit for awhile then went to IKEA there to take a look. Haha! Furniture sets all so nice. If i got money sure buy some to put in my room, mine room look so plain and dull.. :( .. All "antiques" sia my room. Haha! Follow me for 5years liao my furnitures. LOL! Walk around, look around, eat HOTDOG bread =X, then after that walk to bus stop and accompany her go back home first before i head back home.

Was kinda tired, carry those stuffs and walk to the 854 bus stop seems quite far sia. Haha! Then slept on the bus till i reach lo.. Alighted and saw Ah neh and Kahsiong, so chat and walk lo. So long nv see them liao. Haha! At least got pple accompany me go back. LOL! Thats sum up my day ba. And 1 more thing i haven buy is slippers. Its being so long since i wan to buy a slippers. Haha! The one im wearing right now dun haf any friction at all. Very dangerous during rainy weather. Might fall down suddenly. Haha! But now no money liao, gonna save up and buy them soon.

Alright, thats about it. Exams are coming soon, haf to study liao. Will seldom go play now. Need to pass well for my exams so that i can proceed to 3rd year smoothly :) And to those getting "O" lvls results this coming friday, Good Luck man. :)

2007-02-04T00:01:00.000+08:00

Lost $27 in mahjong today.. Nothing much.. Feeling moody today.. Losing money is factor, but not the main factor though.. Still got others.. Nvm... Forget it, just a super suay day for me today jiu dui le..

Run to catch bus then reach bus stop wave at bus, the bus nv care just drove off.. Zz make me sprint like mad just now and i miss it even i reach the station faster than the bus.. Was feeling kinda sick yet haf to run so fast and for goodness sake i miss it.. Then after was feeling dizzy and keep coughing.. ARghz!! Forget it!! Suay means suay.. Cant blame much.. Hopefully today my mahjong kakis nv get affected much by me.. Im sorry...

Tml going Jason's house for his baby "Man Yue" celebration. Thats all ba.. Goodbye...

2007-02-01T18:49:00.000+08:00

Hmm, update update =) Haha! Nothing much lately oso.

Yesterday watch the match between Singapore vs Thailand. Kinda boring, but later part slowly get nicer. Haha! Was switching between channel U and channel 5. LOL! And oso maple at the same time. LOL!! So nv concentrate much oso. The match ended in around 108mins.. OMG.. First time see match until 108mins sia.. Stupid thailand players la, becos committing 1 foul then dun wan play. Drag here and there.. Wth la.. So lame chop la.. But lucky Singapore still win them.. This sunday i think,they will play Thailand at their homeground at BuangKok. Hopefully Singapore can win them. Haha! Jia you LIONS!! =)

Hmm... Had my Marketing common test yesterday oso.. Study last minute.. Just around 1hr 30mins before the commerce of the test. Lucky the paper not difficult, or rather is kinda easy. Haha!! 30mins im done with the paper, then went to the new AMK shopping centre. Still not yet done, but some shops already open. There kinda big sia.. Haha!! So hopefully it can be done asap. Wan go there shop shop. LOL!!

Ok, my exams and Chinese New year coming liao.. Sian la.. Gonna play mahjong in Chinese New year liao. Wonder how's my luck will be. Haha!! Whereas for exams, i need to study during next week liao. If not dun haf time le... Hopefully can pass ba. Haha!! Alright, nothing much le. Bye all and take care..

2007-01-27T23:16:00.000+08:00

Just came back from Funland. Feeling so tired and sick today.. ARghzz.. Having fever is so... =( .. And its getting near my Exam.. Pls get better asap.. Boo!!

Today went out to atrium for a match with me and jolynn vs kaiqi and lance. Went to funland and meet Junlong they all first, they all were playing games so haf to wait.. Then jolynn already reached atrium le, so haf to wait for us.. So sorry.. =( After that took train down to atrium there, train 2 rounds, like shit.. So nv thought of winning. Tmd, make us wait from 3pm+ till near 5pm then lance came.. Zzzz.. So sian la, was feeling very hot liao my body.. ALready blur blur le, really feel like dying..

So the match results is that we won. Haha! But bad thing is that i tio overtake. LOL!! Make a stupid bad bad mistake la, but nvm la.. Cant concentrate well oso.. So sick.. Sorry ar Jolynn, if not for me, they might get 0 points.. My fault.. After that accompany Jolynn to Jurong East before transfering back to Yishun. The train to Yishun is so packed... Everybody rush in, then in the end cant get a seat. So haf to stand all the way back. Lucky at Yew Tee there got pple left, then i go sit down. Then straight away sleep liao.. Cough and cough.. Sian!! Went back to Yishun, watch them play and i play a few games. Congrats to Weijie breaking Benny's record which means oso break another world record. Nice one man! =)

Alright, might be sleeping soon.. Body still kinda hot hot de.. Hopefully the fever will subside asap.. Next week Common Test liao and 3-4 more weeks jiu exam liao.. Help!! Bye all!

2007-01-24T22:28:00.000+08:00

Yo yo, come to do an update. Haha! Nothing to do now. LOL!

Monday
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Went to school at 8am for lesson. Seldom i will turn up leh. Haha! Always skip this lesson. LOL! Cos i got 1 power "alarm clock" to wake me up. Hahaha. But was tired la cos haf to pei my alarm clock until mayb 3am near 4am the night before i think. So attend lesson till my marketing lesson end lo. 1:30pm finish liao the lesson, then i call jolynn to wake up and omg, she dun wan wake up. So i waited and waited till 3pm then meet her at yck. Haha! But nvm la, nv blame her cos she slept late ma. Went to NTUC buy some food and then to my house and she cook dinner for my family. Haha! Dun say ur cooking until so bad la, at least better than mine cos i dunno how to cook. Haha! Then i make guo dong give her and my family eat, first attempt so not that good la. But still edible. =X Then we played 2 kar mahjong. Haha! Kinda interesting but hand tired la, need arrange 4sets. LOL! Send her back home and then meet shukri to take my semestral project from him and give Ramdan troubleshoot the next day.Reached home at around 1am then watch TV,played some games then sleep liao.

Tuesday
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Went to school at 10am, by right today no need go school de but cos of the stupid project then bo bian haf to go lo.. Sian.. Cannot sleep late late. Was so tired la.
=( .. Then meet up with Ramdan and he helped me and around 15-30mins and ok liao. LOL!! It was around 10am+ he finish liao. LOL!!! So called jolynn again cos she wanted to go out or my house ma. So call and call but too early then she dun wan come out. So i go library sleep first lor.. Then meet her at NYP, then tapao food go my house eat. I slept for awhile while she eating then after that kena bombed up and play 2kar mahjong with her. Haha!! From 1pm+ play till 7pm+ then break cos i tired =X then continue to 10pm like that. LOL! Wanted to send her home but ez-link card no money.. Sorry ar.. Went back home cook maggiemee for dinner. Use com awhile then sleep liao.. Too tired..

Wednesday
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Went to school for lesson first, ate mac for lunch. So long nv eat mac oso. Haha! Then slack at there play cards for awhile before going for maths lesson. Sian la, Haha! Then wanted to go back home de, but Peijin suddenly say wan play basketball, and since some of them agree then i ok lo.. Though i nv bring extra clothings. Haha!
Then sms peijin ask him bring 1 shorts give me and we went to FJ to slack and play cards till peijin come. OMG la, the weather so hot.. Sweating like hell sia... Too long nv exercise liao la, run awhile tired like sai liao.. Pui~~ Went to play 3 on 3 with another grp of pple.. I play until so suk la... 10 "lan di" all miss... Wa kao eh, really too long nv play basketball liao la.. Then we play shooting , lose and do 20push ups first. Hand tired sia.. LOL! Play again then do another 10-20 push up again. Wa kao.. Training sia.. =X LOL!! After that get changed, walk to AMK de KFC eat and slack for awhile before going back home.. Now sitting right in front of com feeling tired..

Ok ok, thats all ba. Tml going to school again.. Hopefully my semestral project can pass ba. Btw, NYP open house tml. Those wan come can call me, i go find u all. LOL!

2007-01-21T22:16:00.000+08:00

Alright, time for an update for MIA for about 1week? Haha. My internet abit siao siao today. Laggy.. Dunno wat happen.. Dun tell me wat earthquake again or watever shit. LOL.. Hmm.. Nothing much to update too.. Life being boring and sucks for me lately..

Now im kinda broke.. Mingkang owe me $10, Alvin owe me $30... Mingkang will pay me back when he see me but alvin i dunno cos he oso no money so i dunno when i will get back the money. Hopefully asap ba cos i need to pay my coming hp bills. Confirm very expensive.. So hardly will go out ba but sometimes still will go out la, everyday stay at home will sian oso. Mahjong mahjong. Dunno why feel like playing mahjong. Haha! But at the same time scare lose money. LOL! But most probably mahjong only after my exams ba, now need study liao. Exams coming soon and i haven started my revision. Alot of things still dunno. Haha.

Yesterday went to DXO with Benny, Mingkang, Ri ming, Alex, Jun long and alot other friends. The queue was long but not as long as that time i was queueing for the Milkshake event at MOS. Was feeling so warm la at the queue and somemore i was wearing jacket. Wa kao. DXO damm sian la, the pple there so fuk up one. Bang bang abit buay song liao.. Wth la.. Regret going there. Will not step into DXO again. Sucky place. -.- Somemore underage party super lots of overage pple. Only to get to drink coke/sprite. SHIT la! Like that i buy 3-4bottles of coke/sprite and drink till song. Pui~! Nvm, wont go back to DXO again. And when we wanted to go home earlier so we went to the bus stop and wait for NR1 to bring us home. Then waited and waited and waited, tmd the bus freaking long la. Let us wait for 1hr+. Other NRs have past by us alot of times liao except NR1.. Wth... Was intending to go 925 after we reach yishun, but i too tired so give it a miss and went straight home and sleep.

Today woke up at 3pm near 4pm then ate my lunch. Do some stuff, play abit of games and start doing my semestral project liao. TMD!! Kuku project la, soldering sucks la.. The board so small and the spacing between each components is damm cramp la.. Totally crap.. Do until my eyes pain... ARghz!!! And do until half way i very pek chek liao.. Keep solder until 2 components shorted togehter, then hard to desolder them.. Arghz!! Sucks!! Tml haf to bring it to school to see if my friend can help me solve or not. If cannot , most likely haf to get a new set which means need to spend money liao.. :( .. $9 if i not wrong.. Haix...

Alright man, till then.. Holiday come quickly, need to find job and earn some money soon if not cannot survive..

2007-01-14T23:25:00.000+08:00

Dunno why nowadays feeling very tired easily.. Dunno is due to the rain cos i always got drenched in the rain. Or due to some other reasons.. I dunno... Was feeling kinda sick lately la.. No appetite , no nothing.. Hais..

Was feeling kinda moody today leh.. Dunno why.. Wanted to play mahjong today but called elmo and he nv picked up.. Guess was sleeping ba.. So bo bian lo.. Then at night time went down to funland to play.. Just wanting to go outside my house cos stuck in my room and i will start to think about many many stuffs...

Dun wanna write liao.. Dun wan spoil mood here. So thats all ba.. Most likely will be blogging very very little liao... There are some reasons for it.. Exams are coming, project haven finish, blah blah blah...Still got others but lazy to type out.

*Grabbed a straw, cos i suck...

2007-01-14T02:04:00.000+08:00

Today went out with Hui,Weiseng and Taiyun to town. They celebrating my birthday now cos during that few days was kinda busy. So thanks bros. Went to paragon first to shop then to cine to buy movie tickets to watch. Went to heeren after that while waiting for our movie to start. Play billiard then eat then watch movie.. After that went back to paragon to get something and went back to yishun. That sum up my day.. Lazy and no mood to type.. Sorry..

Was feeling kinda moody today... But nv really show out cos dun wan spoil the mood.. Hais.. Guess now it might be over for us.. The chance of us being together is almost zero now.. I spoil everything... I just cant show her love and care even though i've tried to give. Is of no wonder she wants to avoid me now. Still got many other reasons for her leaving me. Only me and herself know. But pls pple, dun go find problems with her. Not her fault. I might sound that i wan to gain some tong qing xin, but the answer is no. I really dun wan pple to bother her about the problem between us. Is me and her problem so pls dun chap ji ka. Though i really dun wanna leave her, but if she really wants to avoid me i oso cant do anything.. Yes, we might see each other sometimes again becos of the ID match but most probably we will not be as close as before, mayb just some other friend whom we only talk for awhile and go. I dunno, i dun wanna let things happen this way but yet i keep making this rltsp worst and worst.. Hais.. Dun wanna talk about it already.. Am moody now.. Nothing to talk already..

Tml is either i go out for mahjong session, or stuck at home do homework and go funland and slack. I dunno.. But just dunno wat to do already.. Bye guys..

*feeling...moody???

2007-01-13T02:39:00.000+08:00

Nothing much to post today.. Having lessons as per normal.. Sch ended earlier today at 8:45pm like that.. So went to funland and find benny they all.. Watch weijie play then i oso go play. Weijie broke akina downhill wet world record today. Grats to him.. Then i played a few games of happo.. Was kinda lousy.. Nv touch too long.. 4get how to play.. Then after that walk home..

Hais.. Dunno wat really happen.. Everything seems so sudden.. Am so confused.. Hope everything turns out fine.. But who knows.. Im not sure if im in the wrong or not.. Hais.. It just so sudden.. :(

Tml going out with Hui they all. Meeting them at 12:30pm.. But right now not in the mood to sleep... Hopefully wont be late in meeting them.

Alright, there's nothing to say already..

*feeling.....

2007-01-09T00:18:00.000+08:00

Wootz, happy birthday to myself once again. Haha!

Today during tutorial lesson time, kelvin and hong yong buy birthday present give me sia. Really thanks alot.. So long nv receive present for my birthday le :) Somemore give me some good stuff. Whaha!! Then after that go for marketing class and then go find jolynn liao. Today nv go out eat with Hui they all cos kinda rush for taiyun and weiseng. So we decided to change it to other day so that all of us are free. =D

Meet jolynn at hougang mall first, and she gave me Ferroro Rocher for birthday present. Whaha!! Been longing for it for a long time le. Wee!! Thanks alot!!! Then accompany her shop around for her nail polish. Haha! Pure red seh.. Woo!! But in the end cant find. Nvm, next time go out with u find again :D .. Then went to "Siam kitchen" to eat, the food there... Not that nice as compared to thai express. But the tom yam soup not that bad la, but kinda spicy then drink too much stomach pain. Haha! Crap alot in the restaurant la cos inside no pple ma. Haha!! Then keep get free flow of ice lemon tea, drink until i keep going toilet la. LOL!!

After that, we went back to yishun to find Benny they all. Accompany them to 925 to eat, saw Vincent and weixiong there. Talk around, slack around then went back to funland. There ID change to 50cents liao seh. Haha! Good, next time nothing to do can play. But seldom la cos schooling and financial problem now. Slack around there then accompany Jolynn to bus interchange. Nv send her home today ... :( .. So went back to find them, slack around then went back home le..

Tml not going out le.. So tml im very free.. Think gonna just slack at home doing nothing ba.. Face the com or sleep only.. Jia you for ur job hunt oh!! =D Then tml i'll just stay at home ba, at the same time save money lo... Wed then mayb go out ba..

Alright thats roughly sum up my day ba. Really thanks those who still remember my birthday. Really appreciate all your wishes =) Take care guys :)

2007-01-08T00:02:00.000+08:00

Wootz, is 12am now!! Im officially 19 years old liao. First of all, a happy birthday song to myself.

Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to Jarrel,
Happy Birthday to you.

Hehe, a birthday picture made by Jolynn to me to wish me happy birthday. Thanks alot! Really appreciate it. Luv it =D

Alright, i haf alot of wishes. But not going to say them out if not will not happen liao. Keep it to my heart myself. Thanks to those who wishes me, really appreciate it. Those who forget about my birthday, nvm. Im sure most of my friends remember my bdae unless they are busy with their stuff till they forget lo.

Ok, going to sleep soon after i finish my stuff.

*bye all and nights

2007-01-07T18:15:00.000+08:00

Spend my both weekends at home. Yesterday was still fun and happy cos jolynn came and accompany me.Haha! No need spend money yet still got pple accompany me =D. but today was boring.. :( ..

Saturday
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Jolynn came my house to make jelly give me eat for my birthday present.. But i destroy it la.. Haix.. Really sorry... U hao xim make give me eat, i go make spoil.. Arghz... :( .. Although still can eat, but the jelly is kinda smashed up. So i ate those look spoilt de while she eat those ok ok de. But i really appreciate that u came and make jelly give me eat. =)

Then she played o2jam for awhile while i sleeping cos too tired =X Haha! Then i woke up go bath then accompany her back to hougang and we ate kfc for dinner again. Haha! Kfc had been my dinner for alot of times. LOL! But ok la, dun mind oso. Then accompany her slack at her block downstair playground. Talk alot about my secondary school stuff =D Kinda enjoy the talk. Haha! See her play swing oso, make me dizzy sia.. LOL! Then suddenly came 3 guys, pai kias lai de. Walk past the playground till staring at me. Zzz... Do i really look like pai kia or wat?? Of cos, i dun wan stare back too much if not later trouble stir up i die, 3 vs 1 i sure mati. So nono... Then slack awhile more jiu send her upstair and off i went back to home. Slept in bus cos too tired due to sleeping late lately. No 3am+ nv sleep sia. Deprive of sleep. Haha! Reached home 12am+ liao.

After that accompany her play maple till around 6:30am like that then sleep. Wanted to accompany her till near 9am de cos she going out at that time ma, but i too tired le.. Really cannot take it le, head dizzy.. Sorry ar.. :( .. I think is due to my school work all those, studying long hours oso.. hAis.. Still got 2 more projects to go.. And my exams is after Chinese New year, sucks lo... Cannot enjoy well... Hopefully dun spoil my chinese new year mood. I oso got back my common test papers, pass all sia.. Haha! Good good. Still not that bad.

Sunday
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Today was just a boring day for me la.. Woke up at around 2pm cos sleep at 6:45am. Then wake up play o2jam awhile then jiu start doing my marketing project liao.. Took me 3hours like that to finish.. Haf to find alot of stuff all those and summarise those points... Haix.. Stuck at home during weekend is bad enuff, and yet haf to do project is even worse.. But no choice, tml haf to hand in. Somemore need to hand in during my bdae. Pui~ .. Haha! Now its already 6:30pm liao, no show to watch oso.. Dunno wat to do oso.. Dun feel like sleeping too.. Wan go out oso no money go out.. Zi hao stay at home fa dai liao. =(

Anyway, my birthday tml! Woohoo!! 19 years old liao. 2 more years to freedom age. Haha! Tml most probably my bros will be celebrating with me by having our dinner together. Crap around with each other is always so enjoyable =) Haha! Tml mayb going buy TOTO, see whether got luck or not lo. But most likely dun haf ba. Haha! But still going to buy cos " you mai you ji hui, mei mai mei zi hui " . Hehe! Alright, gonna stop le. Going downstair ta pao dinner come up eat liao.. Left with $35 till friday, hopefully can survive ba. =D

2007-01-04T00:15:00.000+08:00

Haix.. I really dunno oso... i love her but... But haix. I really dunno.. What am i thinking and doing right now.. Am i doing the right or wrong thing.. Or izzit im thinking too much... I dunno... Izzit my wishful thinking of us being together, i dunno.. Time will tell... As for now, mayb i can just only be by her side whenever she needs me or rather i wan to be by her side... hAix..

2007-01-03T23:44:00.000+08:00

Today first day of school.. Sian lo... So early must wake up le.. Hao bu xi guan.. BoO!! Slept at around 3am yesterday night and today 8:45am must wake up le.. Lucky nv late sia but instead quite early. Haha! Then 4get quite alot of things, gonna recap them liao if not cannot get promoted to year 3 jiu die le.. :(

Benny and Mingkang came nyp to find me and leong chun at 12am. I haven finish lesson but having break. So pei them nua awhile first while waiting for leong chun. THen around 1am leong chun came and went to ELP slack awhile before going for lesson. Was kinda tired so slept thruout the lecture. =X .. Then they still in school so go ELP find them. Thought going AMK or yishun slack, but in the end dun haf. Then jolynn ask us to go hougang find her play pool. LOL! So ok lo since dun feel like going back to yishun.

Slack around at hougang mall for awhile before heading to hougang plaza for pool session. Today i very lousy.. No form and no mood. So just agar agar wack lo.. Play for around 2hrs+ then the time around near 8pm le. So all wan to go home then ok lo though i dun wan go home so early. Was raining outside... Then jolynn haf to walk back home in the rain.. Haix.. Sorry, cant accompany u back.. Then we took bus 72 before changing to 854 and went back to yishun. Reach home and nua liao.. Hear mum nagging.. :( ARghz... 4get it, dun wanna say liao..

Bye..

2007-01-01T05:44:00.000+08:00

First of all, here to wish everybody a Happy New Year!! A new year start means everybody going to get older by 1 year old soon. Haha! And for me real soon cos it just 1 week away =X Whaha!! Anyway, all the best in everyone's life. =D

Yesterday woke up at around 10am+, then dunno why stomach pain. I think diahorrea or wat cos going in and out of toilet 3-4times within 20mins. Arghz!! Was so painful la. Wth lo.. Then after that confirm the place and time to meet with Hui, i go and bath and went to Hougang Mall and slack first. Then when he came, we went to shop around in jewellery stores cos he and his siblings wanted to get a gift for their mum. Then he bought a necklace which cos i think $158. Then soon after Taiyun came and we went to vivocity.

Wootz, my virgin trip to Vivocity. Haha!! Sua ku rite? =X The place is huge la.. Tmd, starting see like small then when start to walk that time, Woah.. BIG~~~ ..Want to find the cineplex oso hard to find. Haha! Must walk quite far or mayb we walk wrong way thats why cant find. Haha! Then settle our dinner at BK cos the show no more seats left. Shop around awhile then went out to slack and wait for our dear Mr Weiseng. Was thinking of where to go and then we saw cable cars on top of us, so we decided to go Sentosa by cable cars. Haha!! It was so damm long since we took cable car la. Haha! Was kinda scary leh =X The cable car was shaky lo and high.. Haha! Bo bian, kinda scare of heights. Me and hui scared. The other 2 no. LOL!

After awhile jiu reach Sentosa liao. Then dunno how to go to Siloso beach. Walk here walk there then in the end jog to the beach. Pui lo... Got bus dun wan take use run. LOL!! By the time we reach there, sweat like hell liao. Haha! Then paid $26 bucks for entry to the beach party at the Siloso beach. Went in, the music sucks lo.. Kuku jazz and trance music. But the atmosphere there quite good la. And hang around in the crowd and "5 , 4 , 3 , 2 , 1 , HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!!" Then went to redeem our drinks and found a place to sit. Haha! Then we bo liao so we play "Chai Quan", in the end Weiseng drank the most follow by me then taiyun and lastly Hui. Haha!! Weiseng drink until face and neck all red and keep saying "Im drunk liao, help" . Whaha!! Damm funny la during that time. LOL! So we went out to relax and play basketball. Slack around there for awhile then Jolynn called me. So talk to her while they continue playing. Then Hui keep di-siao la, bird bird sia.. Wat "L" and give that "L" de jiao bin =X Hahahahaha!! So talk for about 45mins then hang up and we continue to play. Play for around 30mins more i think then we went off liao.

Took shuttle bus back to habourfront centre there at around 3:30am+ ba i think. Waited for taxi for damm long la. Then ask Jolynn to call again cos jus now talk halfway ma. So we walk to vivocity there, too many pple. HabourFront shopping centre, too many pple. Along the roadside, too many pple. Somemore all the taxis are on called. Sian la. Then the call i dunno if i got make her angry with me or not oso, i dunno... But it sound so... :( .. Haix.. So awhile jiu hung up le.. If i did make u angry or pissed off with me, im really very sorry.. :'( .. So we walk damn far far far away from those 2 shopping centres and waving here and there for taxis. FINALLY!!! After so long, a taxi came and save us and our legs. Haha!! That uncle very friendly la, talk to us. Haha!! Then we talk here talk there until all of us reached home. Was laughing inside the taxi lo. Haha! Our conversation was funny. Then Taiyun alighted, follow by Hui, then Weiseng and lastly me!

Bath immediately after i reached home. Was feeling sticky and dirty la, arghz.. So right now i cant sleep cos just washed my hair and is still wet. Hopefully it gets dry soon. Later mayb going to play pool or mayb going out with my mama i dunno. Have to see first. So ok la, that roughly sums up my day on New Year Eve.

Alright pple. Last of all, gonna wish everybody Happy New Year 2007. All the best in your life and wish u well in everything u do. =D And a reminder, birthday coming in a week time =X Haha!!

*Bye and wishes everybody a Happy 2007.

2006-12-26T02:03:00.000+08:00

Sian!! Nothing to do now so blog. Went to Dhoby Ghaut MRT station to meet up with Jolynn and her friends first. Then went to Raffles Hotel there to watch a performance by some choir members. Their voice power, loud and clear. Sound nice too. But during the performance, 3 pple called me. LOL! Hard to talk to them cos cannot speak loud and cannot hear them properly. Haha!

After watching the performance, went to suntec adidas shop to shop for my jacket. There budget de... So little variety of jackets. So give it a miss. Then went off to City link de, dun haf the colour i wanted. So went off again. Then go to Thai Express at Raffles City there cos Jolynn and her friend wanted to find their i duno who. Haha! Then in the end dine at there with Jolynn instead at TPY. Spent $15 for eating. Haha! The food not bad. Gonna try others next time if i got money =X Haha!

So after that went to Heeren there to try my luck again cos that time got the colour i kinda like but no size. But in the end still no more size. And they not going to restock. So bo bian, look for others. Then in the end tried the white jacket with green stripe de cos Jolynn say look not bad on me oso. So i trust her taste and get it. $119 fly liao. Haha!

Then went to atrium to find Benny they all. I played a few games, then send Jolynn to the mrt station cos she need to go back home and watch TV. Then went back to find them. Walk back to Heeren with Benny they all again. Sian... Walk here walk there.. Then went to cine to walk walk for fun. After that went back home -.- Lame chop sia.. Waste my time..

Sorry jolynn..Didnt know u were sicked... If not wont let u walk so long distance... :( Haix... Sorry sorry... :'(

Guess tml if no mahjong, im gonna rot at home the whole day liao. Most probably sleeping the whole day cos thats the only thing i can do at home alone. Ok bye pple, gonna start rotting now.

2006-12-25T07:20:00.000+08:00

Just reached back home from town area. Celebrated Xmas at town yesterday till now. Was at countdown at orchard there. LOL! Bought those spraying things and zua all the ******* we see. HAHA!! Zua until very shiok!! LOL!! Was damm funny la. In the end oso we tio shoot back. Haha! Was having quite a fun time.

Later meeting up with jolynn at around 1 or 2pm like that to accompany go shop for the adidas jacket i wanted to buy. So im left with a little bit of sleep. Ton 2 days with less than 8hours of sleep can die ar.. Deprived of sleep for a pig like me is shit. Haha! But ok la, ai zai de =X Hopefully after buying the jacket i still haf enuff money to spend... The UGC money finishing soon.. Arghz!!!

Ok ok, gotta go catch some sleep if not tml will be walking in town with a zombie face. Haha!

MERRY XMAS to all my friends! =D

*off to dreamworld

2006-12-24T15:57:00.000+08:00

Wow, someone call me lazy bum. So i just update update a little. =X Haha! Bo liao leh blogger, wat must use the google account or watever shit thing. Lame chop. Hmm... Actually nothing to update much oso.

The UGC money i've already spent $100+ le.. Spent money so fast, why save money so slow... LOL!! Still need to get a Adidas jacket for myself as christmas present cum birthday present. Haha! I very seldom buy something so expensive for myself. Or rather kinda first time sia.. Haha! Yea pple, my birthday coming!! Presents?? Haha!! Just kidding just kidding. =X

Yesterday play overnight mahjong with friends. They play until so big sia.. But play big got more kick =X Play 40cents 80cents. LOL! But in the end lose $20. Actually lost $40+ de, but lucky behind win back a little if not im going bankrupt then cant buy the jacket for myself liao. Haha! Today wanted to call jolynn go shopping with me de, but her hp go put silent mode then when i called her, she cant hear the ringing tone thus cannot wake up. LOL! But nvm la, still got 1 more week for shopping before my school reopen. So no worries. Haha!

Later going out to town area for christmas countdown. But kinda lazy sia.. Keep raining here and there. Arghz... Go out oso sian.. Still need to wack *******. Haha! Those who know good, those who dunno can ask me. Hopefully the rain will end soon. After christmas, i think i will go out lesser liao.. Dun wanna spent so much money le... I still need to save up to buy clothes,shoes,bags, etc... There's so much thing to buy yet dun haf money... BOO!!!!! Why am i not a rich kid =X .. Sadded!! Let me tio TOTO first or second prize.. :'( !!! Haha!! Dreaming again..

Alright, gtg liao. Got mahjong session call me again ba. Stay at home oso very bored =X

*Off to christmas celebration later

2006-12-17T23:58:00.000+08:00

Today mark the end of the UGC2006 competition liao. Good game to all the players i play with and oso for the other players. Though today matches wasnt as intense as yesterday, but still got some nice battles happening. =D Although i nv win today, but still quite happy :) Some may know why, some may not. Got few things which make me feel happy which not going to mention =X Haha! After this UGC, im now more officially quitting ID. Though not 100% quit,may still play a few games for fun but not as hardcore as last time liao. Mayb waiting for ID version 4 to come out in june or july 2007 then mayb going to test a few rounds to see nice to play or not first. But most likely shouldnt be much interesting as version 3 after see-ing so much comments and info of the games.

Ok, thats roughly sum up the day for today. Mayb sleeping soon cos tml need to mahjong with friends again at my house. And tml got around 8 pple or mayb more coming my house. Feeling very weird la cos my house seldom got so much pple de.

Thats all for today =D

*jarrel feeling happy for this 2 days.

2006-12-16T22:36:00.000+08:00

Wee!!!! What a happy and tiring day for me!! Haha! Woke up at 6:45am preparing myself to go for the UGC 2006 tournament at DTE. Tough battles between my opponents. Was kinda lucky to qualify out from the group stage cos my grp is one of the killer grp today. Then manage to win and went on and on to the final. The final opponent dunno good or bad la, all the matches i overtake him.. I dunno why la, so suay lo... Keep getting outer lane.. Kuku lo.. So stressed up. Haha! But overtaken pple the feeling shiok especially in final. Whaha!! Was very happy la. LOL!

Then after prize presentation, taking pictures with all the fellow ID players =D Haha! So happy. Then went to tampines there to eat. After that send her home. Was feeling very happy after some moment =D Something which brighten up my day alot.

Ok, thats all. Sleeping soon. Haf to get enuff sleep and prepare for tml de Tuned Category. Hopefully can go up stage get trophy again. Whaha!!

2006-12-10T15:19:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. yesterday went to mac and study with Hong yong first at around 2pm... Study till around 7:30pm like that.. Wow, study for 5hrs... Hopefully this study session can help me learn something ba... And i calculated that i need to score a "B" for all subjects to get a GPA 3.. Hopefully i can get it ba.. Will work hard for it.

Then around 8pm went home to bath and change and meet up with taiyun they all to go MOS. Becos is milkshake event, the entry is free for students when u had a ticket. Though kinda lazy to go, but since is free and many of them are going, so just join them lor.. Sian la when reached there, DAMM lots of pple there la.. I think got around 5-6 thousands pple queueing la.. So we manage to cut in the queue and we went in at around 11:45pm. Queueing for 2hrs la.. So sucks.. But inside was so boring -.- So packed... So just hang around till 3pm and we went off liao. So sian la MOS... Should not haf go lor... ZzzZzz..

So took NR1 back and reached home at about 4:30am. Haix... Dunno why la, was feeling kinda moody when on the way back home... Not becos i leave MOS too early, becos of something... :( .. So slept at around 6am.

Haf to study for my exams again now.. Bye pple.. Wish me luck..

2006-12-05T23:14:00.000+08:00

Sian... Common test is coming!!! And its just next week, arghz... That sucks... I dunno alot of things man... And im haf not enuff time to study!!! Damm... This few days very busy... This coming thursday haf to go friend's birthday at Pasir Ris there. Mayb ton-ning over night there... Then friday must straight away go to school which starts from 10am - 9:30pm.. How to survive sia like that... Sunday already ton overnight and go school straight away. Already bth liao.. Friday that time sure die.. So long hours yet 1hour break.. :( .. Then this sat oso going MOS with taiyun they all cos got some events. So anyone of u interested to go can join in. But give me a call first so that can meet up.

UGC is coming oso.. Wa.. So packed la this 2weeks... Haf to practice so much... So long nv play Initial-D le... Rusty liao.. Then suddenly haf to train back all those skills.... OMG sia... Need to spend so much money training, going bankrupt soon... Arghz... Hopefully can win during the competition... If not sure jiat lat... Nowadays keep going AMK to practice with Leong Chun, Ah guo they all.. Hopefully can learn some new stuffs from them which is useful in UGC ba. Jia you pple. =D

Alright, will be sleeping soon.. Tml haf a quiz of C# programming which i dunno anything about the theory.. Which is really totally dunno... Jiat lat le.. Hopefully can copy ba =X

2006-12-03T18:46:00.000+08:00

Boring day for me... Slacking at home till around 4pm before going down to help out my mum in the shop... Help till now... Was damm boring... hAIx...

Later will be meeting up with Leong Chun and mayb others(i dunno) to ton overnight.. Then tml straight away go to sch after tonning... Dunno tml can tahan or not.. Hmm... Shld be can ba.. Not my first time oso.. So if u guys wan to contact me or wat, pls call/sms my hp. No need wait for me to online.

Thats about it ba.. Bad day... Sat and sun staying at home rotting is really damm boring... :(

*sigh...

2006-12-02T22:21:00.000+08:00

Even though yesterday was a bad day for me, but i still admit i still love her even right at this moment. Still hoping for her to be back with me. However i knew the % of being together again is less than 2%? Nvm, still wish her all the best.. Whatever whats the outcome, nobody knows..

Being slacking at home the whole day... Slacking at home on a Sat is really boring... TV no shows, com nothing to do, nobody to talk to. But its ok la, need some time to quiet down oso... And right now, nobody at home too... Alone in the house again... :( ...

2006-12-01T23:49:00.000+08:00

Ok... Everything is over.. Everything is finished.. I ruin everything... Now even friendship between us might oso finished... I ruin everything... No wonder she will nv trust me anymore.. I understand why... Im just such a failure... Nv treasure pple and things around me even though they had gave me trust and. I understand why she dun wanna trust me anymore. I've disappoint , hurt her too much causing her to dun wanna trust me. Even though i said mayb i shld disappear from her life, but in actual i dun wan to... It hurts me alot... But haix... Mayb she's rite, to her mayb i treat her like some other normal girls but while to me i treat her like somemore special to me. Arghz.. Im so so so so so tired of everything now... It's over for us, even our friendship might turn sour in the future. Or rather might turn sour right at this very moment..

Haix... I guess i dunno wat is love or wat so ever ba... Mayb i only know how to eat,sleep,play,eat,sleep,play and nothing else. Im sure a failure. Keeping things from her so that she wont be unhappy yet in the end it worsen the matter. Even though i did say it out in the end, but oso no use. Cos i had the intention to hide it from her. Cos hiding something = dishonesty. I can understand why she's so angry with me. Haix.. She always treat me like someone special yet i always treat her like shit. I just really sucked.. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My life is in a mess now!!! EVerything is going unsmoothly for me now!! Homeworks and projects are pilling,common tests are coming, our friendship has became like this, no money, no nothing. Arghz!!! And UGC coming soon oso, so stress up oso... Im tired of everything now... Really tired already... Going bonkers soon... So pple if i act something strangely in front of u, pls feel free to scold me, hit me. But most likely i wont be going out. Will be rotting at home at home most of the time unless haf to attend school, exams and UGC.

Thats for all for what im gonna say... Im feeling very depressed now... Bye..

*jarrel feeling very tired of everything already....

2006-12-01T20:44:00.000+08:00

Im sorry, i put u aeroplane... Really very very sorry... :( ... Today u already tio pang fei ji le and somemore i put u fei ji oso, cause u to become more moody... Haix.. Really very sorry...

2006-11-30T00:11:00.000+08:00

Feeling not ok... hAIx.. I dun think im gonna do blogging for the time being... Unless something happens. Other than that i think wont be blogging.. No mood in blogging nowadays.. :(

2006-11-29T11:13:00.000+08:00

zzzZ... Now doing all the off campus school week de homeworks... Its damm lots la... Somemore got all the e-quizzez to do.. And the connection to the school system is damm sucks la.. Keep hanging.. Do wat shit... Tmd... Kuku school with kuku connection with so much kuku homework.. Making me damm dulan now... Do half way hang here hang there how to do.. I rather go school and haf normal lesson than doing all these shits lor..

And by today need to hand in 1 quiz and yet i cant even connect to the school system.. How the hack im gonna hand in... Most probably gonna get 0 for all the homework for this week ba... So fuk up... For the maths assignment, tell us to read up a new topic and straight away do the assignment and by friday must hand in.. I dun even understand a single shit la... Wat Linear Regression... Wat the hack is that... Jiat lat liao la, confirm fail liao la... Can go die liao.. Damm dulan and angry now..!!!

2006-11-28T21:26:00.000+08:00

hAIx... What a boring day today.. Nothing to do... Slacking at home alone... Playing the com the whole day... Staying in my room the whole day other than toilet break,lunch break and dinner break.. Forget it, nothing to blog today... Just feeling very moody now... :( ...

2006-11-27T23:01:00.000+08:00

Slept only at near 10am today. Then at around 12pm like that Hui called asking me if im going out today or not, so answered back nope. He wanted to come my house to Zakum. After this call, nv went back to sleep already.. He reached at around 3pm after his driving lesson.. Watch him play awhile and at the same time i was watching TV. Kinda bored but nvm la, at home jiu shi ze yang. Xi guan le.. Then after that Jolynn called saying that she wan come my house, so ok lo..

Played 2-man mahjong with her first, was weird... So play and play till around 6pm+ like that before we went to eat. Then i wanted to lie down for awhile while waiting for Hui to finish zakum as we decided to play 3man mahjong. But in the end dun haf, manage to only lie down for 5mins. Then started our 3man mahjong, play till 9pm and stop. Lose $10.50... $5 each to both of them.. Money doesnt matter, happy and haf fun can liao.. Though im now left $7 for the whole week, i think should be enuff to survive ba if i nv go out. Just rot at home can le.

After that send Jolynn back home, then my eyes pain. Think mayb tired or wat ba.. My eyes were watery then she thought i was crying. Hmm.. Mayb she's 1quarter rite? But cry no cry oso no difference... Walk back to 854 bus stop there after sending her back. Was drizzling a little, so kinda drench by the time i reach the bus stop.. Boarded the bus immediately cos it came when i reached. Was feeling very cold, shivering like mad.. Reached yishun liao i didnt realise the rain so heavy, i alighted after khatib mrt station to walk home. Then i alight the bus realising the rain was so heavy... Mayb eyes pain blur blur cannot see wats outside and somemore so dark. So walked back home with myself getting drenched laio lo...

2006-11-27T04:34:00.000+08:00

Still awake, so blog again.. Couldnt get to sleep... Was playing game and at the same time was thinking of her.. Dunno why... Even though we broke up 2weeks ago from now, i still cant forget... Its hard... hAix.. Really wish this nv happen, but it had already happened... Wanted to hold her hands , hug her but all these i guess can never happen again.... I admit i still have feelings for her... I still love her... But oso no use, i guess her feelings for me has oso deterioted. Arghz, i dunno la... :(

hAix.. Guess i wont be sleeping ba unless i really breakdown... Tml Chun hui will be coming to my house again to maple... He wanted to kill zakum but his internet connection bth so wanted to come my house and use.. Hopefully he can successfully kill zakum ba. Alright, off to gaming again.

*haix...

2006-11-26T23:19:00.000+08:00

Went to Jurong point today. Met Jolynn first before taking bus 165 to Clementi and transfer to MRT to Boon lay... Throughout the journey was kinda silence.. But already expected it le... Was kinda moodless at that point of time... So nv talk much oso... Reached Jurong point, watch those pple qualifying. Then i went to play around 18games of ID in which i spent $9 cos 1 game is 50cents. Didnt manage to break any records. Wasnt in the right mood to play oso.. Slack around in JP before accompany her back home on bus 165 again.

How i wished the time during the journey back home stopped... But i know its impossible...hAIx... Was feeling moodless back to hougang... Was tired yet dun wan sleep. Was thinking of some things... Felt like crying... Arghz.. Its so hard...After sending her back home, took bus home and slept.

Dunno wat time gonna sleep today... Jus gonna play game till i get drowsy ba..Bye...

*off to play game

2006-11-25T22:35:00.000+08:00

Today went to Jason's house to play mahjong.Hmmm... Started the mahjong session at around 1:45pm.. Then we played till all the way to 9pm like that.. Today i won quite an amount. Keep winning 4 and 5 tais.. So total win around $20+.. However, Jolynn lost around $15+... hAIx... So afterthe mahjong session, i secretlyput in $10 into her purse.. I dun wanna her to lose so much... Wanted to put in $16 bucks de, but too hard to put. So just put in $10 lo...

She asked me to go hougang with her de, but in the end i nv go cos Hui coming to my house.. Already made him wait quite long liao... Sorry sorry both to Hui and Jolynn. hAix.. Nothing to blog much today.. Hopefully everything turns out fine for her ba... Just now when she boarded the bus i already knew she wanted to cry.. Cos her face shows it.. But yet i cant be there for her..hAix..

2006-11-25T00:14:00.000+08:00

Today had the maths quiz.. Zzz.... Dunno how to do lor... So confusing... Only got the first part correct only... 2nd part wrong and 3rd part is link to 2nd part therefore oso wrong.. hAIx... Most probably is failed ba.. Unless teacher give some tong qin fen lor... As usual, skip the Electronic Communication lecture... Till now, i think i only attended the lecture once only..

So Ben's auntie came and fetch us back to his house first, then he go take car and drive his ahma back home before driving back and bring his mum to town. So we circle around town area for quite long.. Then was meeting another friend at PS, my friend so funny la.. Dunno the route... Keep circling the same place over and over again.. Took us around 1 hour before we reached PS. Haha!! Our night lesson starts at 6:40pm, and we picked our friend up at 6:15pm. And the worst thing we haven ate... Then we were thinking of going straight back to sch, but when we saw the board saying massive jam at CTE(45mins)... Then we wow... So might as well go eat first as we will be late in anyway.

So went to parklane there eat fried wanton mee.. Quickly eat finish as quite late for lesson le.. Then my friend sped thru CTE as the traffic is much lesser now. Took around 15mins - 20mins to reach back to school. Attended the lesson.. Today's lab was abit harder cos we miss the introduction part.. But in the end still one of the fews to finish oso.. Lol! Too zai liao.

Hope she's feeling abit alright now ba... Tml mahjong with her,jasmine and ahbao.. Hopefully she can enjoy herself and be happy ba.. Right now my house so empty... So quiet... Feeling so lonely now.. Mum went out, sis oso not coming back home today.

And right now i had finished blogging liao. Dun think im sleeping so early ba..

2006-11-24T00:19:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Like what i say, i had 2 quizzes today.. The first quiz was quite tricky, but still manage to finish.. Stupid MCQs, so tricky la.. The answer all almost the same. Though open book, but still hard to find.. The textbook dun tell us anything.. LoL! So haf to think hard lo, lucky is about HTML coding thing, so mayb know abit. Hopefully can score well ba. And as for the 2nd quiz, wa kao eh. Quiz machiam not quiz... 15mins finished liao.. So stupid la, the questions is extracted out extactly from our tutorial question. Exactly the same lo.. So just copied lo.. But at the same time copied with understanding though.. Cos i missed out alot of lessons le, so haf to buck up abit la if not Common Test sure die. Then after the quiz straight away can go home cos teacher say the lab and the last E-learning lesson is cancelled. So in the end went home at around 2pm+ instead of 6pm.

Went back home so early oso nothing to do... Always faced the com oso sian la.. Wanted to go out alone yet no money.. So just stay at home and slacked lo.. Then at home is alone la for this week in the afternoon, cos mama working and sis went for dunno wat camp and chalet till sunday... So lonely de wo at home oso sian... Locked myself inside the room doing nothing except playing games.. hAix.. So bored... Then sian till went and sleep, cos really too bo liao le.. So quiet and lonely at home so best thing is to sleep to past the time le...

Right now talking with Jolynn on MSN about mahjong? She wanted to play mahjong.. So asking me to organise.. So anybody free on Sat or Sun for a mahjong session?? If yes, pls sms me. Thanks. She's feeling kinda moody lo this few days... Hopefully those mahjong session can cheered her up abit ba.. Dun wanna see her so moody... hAix..

Tml still got a maths quiz and i haven even studied... That topic is damm hard la... So difficult... ARghzz.. Hate maths man... So many things to learn and memorise... Sure jiat lat le my maths quiz tml... Hopefully i wont fail by too much ba... Best is can pass. At least can pushed up my overall marks for this module so that wont so stress for Common Test and Semestral Exam..

2006-11-23T01:57:00.000+08:00

Was feeling kinda alright till around 10:17pm Jolynn msged me. She asked me about something which i wont mention her. So replied her on how and what i feel. Can sense she's super depressed due to someone.. hAix... I oso dunno how to help her, just tried to give her my point of view and advice her.. But i dunno got help or not, but at least i tried to help.. Mayb to her im talking about rubbish or not i dunno. But at that point of time , i oso feeling very sad le.. Cos it hurt me to see her like this.. Feeling down and lost the sense of living...

Even though she told me that the love she gave me wasnt true, but i still care about her.. U all might think i siao la, giving me love which is not true yet i still care about her. But to me, the love she gave to me when we were together was enuff to make me feel loved by her. I really hoped she would turn out fine..

To Jolynn: If u wan to someone to talk to now, feel free to give me a call/sms. Im free. If u dun wan to, then its ok.. But whatever u do, dun do anything stupid to hurt urself ok?? U still haf many friends to care for u. Ni shou shang wo hui fu ni qi lai. I dun wish to see u like that..

2006-11-21T19:04:00.000+08:00

hAix.. Just teared again.. Dunno why.. hAix.. Is forgetting someone so hard... I just cant forget about her... It just hurts me whenever i see her yet not being together... Arghz... Wo bu zhi dao la.. Though im trying hard to forget, but memories will suddenly come back... hAix.. I know we might not be together anymore.. hAix..

Just now happened to listen to Jay Chou - Jian dan ai... Then the lyrics got say " Wo xiang jiu ze yang qian ze ni de shou bu fang kai" , then make me thought of not letting go of her hand,wishing to hold her hand till the end... But haix.. I can no longer do that...This song makes me think of her, our moments spent together... But its already a past for us...

Right now, she's dying her hair now.. Hope she will like her new hair colour ba and that will look nice on her ba. Now that u haf finished ur exams, enjoy your holidays now ba. Now im struggling with my studies already.. Miss lots of lessons.. Now haf to buck up.. Im not sure whether i can get promoted to year3 or not.. Dun haf much faith.. Hope everything will turn out fine ba...

*feeling moody...

2006-11-21T15:20:00.000+08:00

Just finished a mahjong session with Ah guo,Alex,Jolynn. Marcus and Yisheng oso came. Though win money, but wasnt feeling happy. Or rather was feeling moody all the way.. Wasnt in the right mood. Sorry if i didnt laugh or wat when u all joke about something. Just dun haf the mood to smile and laugh. Was feeling rather moodless since yesterday. hAix... No need ask me why i feel like that, u all should know. Dun wanna blog liao. Off to sleep now... Zzz

2006-11-19T00:31:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Today went for the UGC qualifying rounds.. The map for today is Happo Fu lu dry.. Hmmm.. Was actually hoping for Happo Wang Lu. But nvm la, in the end still qualify for both Stock and Tuned Category.. So see me in the finals on 16th and 17th December at D'Tent @ Downtown East. Was having headache when in the arcade... Arghz... Feeling so sucks la.. So went to walk around downstair getting some fresh air.. After paying for the registration fee, went to the coffee shop and find Leong Chun they all. Slack and talk awhile then pei Jolynn go MOS burger study...

Then later on went Jurong with her to her uncle house.. Hmm.. After hearing wat his uncle say, im kinda scared already... Haf to really take care of my health... If not something bad might happen to me.. When he told me this, my heart skipped abit.. Guess im just a person who has weak and bad health... So if i continue to "hurt" myself, i might *ahem* earlier..

Took the last 2nd train home, was feeling hungry... Yet dunno wat to eat... So nv go tapao food at 925 and i just went home lor.. At home oso nothing to eat except for Maggiemee.. So decided to not eat.. Hope my cough can recover asap ba.. Coughing just sucks.. hAix..

2006-11-16T21:00:00.000+08:00

hAIx... A bad day for me... Feeling very sicked right now... Having fever liao.. Temperature shld be around 38-39degree Celsius.. ARghzz.. Having headache now.. And with my coughing, make my sickness even worst.. Jiu ming ar... Someone come and zhao gu wo... =X Lol.. Nah, kidding kidding..

Today sch was sian la..During break went to KFC and eat cos friends wanted to go and eat. So go with them lor... I was still deciding whether to eat or not to eat.. But in the end still eat cos see them eat i bth. But still nv finish the food cos no appetite.. Being sicked so cham sia.. Arghz.. Then went back sch for other lessons, when sch ended then was going to Hougang to find Jolynn.

On the bus to Hougang, she suddenly sms-ed me say she peng san. Cannot come down and meet me ler cos she was feeling sicked too.. hAix... Think too stress up for "O" lvls till nv get enuff rest... So alight halfway thru the journey and cross over the road to take 854 back to Yishun lor. Btw, dun need apologise de la. I understand. Sick ma, of cos need to rest. Cos i oso sick ma, so i know the feeling. Remember to get enough rest, sleep early and drink lots of water. Get well soon. See u on sat ba. Take care :)

Arghzz.. Being sicked is so sucks.. And hao bu hao sick now.. ARghz...Next week still got 3 quiz. Must chiong and study.. Peng.. Really bth.. Okok, i'll stop here.. Need to go rest liao.. Bth le.. Head very pain. Goodbye all.

*off to rest.. Feeling sicked now..

2006-11-15T23:44:00.000+08:00

Today as usual, skip my maths lecture... Lucky today teacher oso nv teach wat.. Cos lesson ended very early today.. So skipping maths lecture means oso going to Grassroot club Mambo to play Pool lor... Play a few game.. Lose $2.50 .. But at least still got win some matches oso.. So not that cham.. But still a noob.. :X

Then meet up with my the other classmates to go suntec to watch movie.. Friend treating us cos he got the staff pass as he is working at Eng Wah Cinema. So 8 of us went to suntec and watch Convenent or something like that de. Hmm.. Dunno how to rate this movie.. Cos kinda sleepy and i keep coughing during the show... Mayb too sick liao.. Was having a slight fever and serious coughing.. Now my voice kinda sore sore liao.. But still can talk la..Audible. :) ..

After watching , went to Cineleisure to find Dharma. He alone in town so went to accompany him lor. Play billiard for awhile, i suk at billiard la... Cant shoot and aim well... Too big liao the table and the balls so small.. Lol! Then walk around from Somerset to Orchard and back to Cineleisure.. Was so bo liao la.. Slack around till 10:30pm+ before we went back home..

Now feeling kinda tired but think not sleeping so early cos wan to watch TV. Haha! Though tml lesson starts at 9am, but i think still be able to wake up ba. LOL!! Okok, off to watch TV and maple for awhile liao. Bye!

*Still kinda thinking about the past...

2006-11-14T23:53:00.000+08:00

Hmm... Today ma... Had no school, was feeling much better now.. Dun wanna think much oso.. Though still abit sad, but no matter wat still haf to forget it.. So i'll just try ba.. Thanks to all my friends :) Really appreciate for what u all haf said. Dun worry, i will cheer myself up oso. Im gonna still live on ma, so i oso dun wanna torture myself oso. I think she oso dun wan me to do so.. Everybody oso dun wan ma, so why must i torture myself rite? :)

To Jolynn: Though we are not no longer a couple, but we are still friend rite? :) Even though we might not be as close as before, but u can still find me and talk with me. Most of the time i will be available. Haha! But if u dun wan oso nvm, wont blame u cos i understand. Take care hor. :) All the best to you. "O" lvl gonna finish, then no need so stress up for studying le. Must relax relax awhile oso before go for work. Dun worry, next time got mahjong will call u. Good luk for the qualifying rounds ba. Bobi Tuban wang lu come out for u then mayb got more chance to qualify. Jia you :)

And about wat i do today ma.. Hmm.. Can say nothing except playing games for the whole day.. Dunno wat to do... No money to go out and if got money oso dunno find who or where to go oso. So stay at home lor.. Played Maple for very long.. i think got 7-8hours ba... Oso played O2JAM =X, Pangya and AuditionSEA. All oso play.. Cos too sian ler.. Tml mayb going out after school watch movie. My friend wan treat me go watch sia. So go lor. :) No harm going.

Ok ok, nothing to blog much oso.

*off to maple for awhile more before sleeping.

2006-11-13T22:42:00.000+08:00

Today nv go to sch.. Pon sch today... Was not feeling well... Woke up at around 10am+ then msg her at around 11am+ to tell her that im going to pass her something. So i quickly bath and went to her house there. Though im sick, i still walk in the rain. Walk from my house to the bus-stop with no shelter, then the bus aircon was very cold... I was shivering like hell... Then soon after reached her house ler... then waited for around 40-50mins plus before she's done with her things.

Went to hougang mall with her cos she wants to study for tml paper.. i slacked around there doing nothing, feeling kinda moody... But its normal la... Then went up to arcade play, walk around at hougang mall. After that went to her house void deck feed cats, lie on the playground there starring at the sky... Though was comfortable and relaxing, but yet i was feeling haix... Gave her a last peck and send her back home.. She gave me the diary which contains all our memories. Though is only half done, i still appreciate that.. How i wish the story will continue on and on and on forever, but it has just ended yesterday on 12th November 2006... Read through all the things she wrote.. hAix.. Image being pictured on my mind... Those moments we spend together, be it happy or sad moments were all flashed back inside my mind while on the bus back to yishun.. During that journey back to yishun alone, really felt like crying after reading it.. Dunno why.. But in the end nv... Cos i promise her that i will haf the courage to walk on.. I will cherish all the moments spend with u in my heart.

The last peck,last close moments and most importantly my last love to u.... Our beautiful story has ended after being together for 1months and 25days... Though the time we spent is not that long, but is long enuff for me to be loved by u and oso to love u.. hAix... Think we'll get to meet lesser and lesser... Even if we really got meet up, i think we will not be as close as before.. But its normal, i understand..

Hereby sincerely wish u all the best in your life.
From your onced loved, jarrel...

P.S. Wont be blogging too much oso le.. Cos i guess nothing much thing will happen again..

*goodbye my loved.

2006-11-13T02:25:00.000+08:00

Haix.. It's over for us... Though i never really wan that to happen, but in the end it still happen.. Haix.. I know it is not your fault.. It's all my fault.. Blame and hate me if u wan to... It's me who always hurt u time after time even though u had given me alot of chance to prove my love and care for u.. I've broke my promise to care,love,protect u.. So, hate and blame me if u wan. I dun mind cos overall is my fault that i nv cherish u properly. U haf given me many chances,time yet the returns i gave u is hurt and hurt and more hurt..

Even though i really dun wish to leave u, but i had no choice... I dun wanna keep hurting u anymore..I rather i leave u and cause myself to be sad than to always make u feel hurt when with me.. I think i dunno how to show care and concern for others ba.. I cause u all the misery, the untrust, loneliness, etc... I guess i dun deserve to be loved you or rather im not even fit to love u.. Haix... I really love u alot but yet the outcome is... :( ...

I think our chance being together again is gone... I know u will never wan me back... Haix.. :'( .. A very very sad and moody day for me again.. Gonna cry soon again.. Just feeling so sad and moody... Guess im not fit to be in love with anybody.. :(

*misses her lots...really dun wanna leave u... :'( .. haix...

2006-11-11T00:18:00.002+08:00

So tired after a whole day of studying... Yesterday talk to dear dear till around 4am before i went to sleep. Then today haf to wake up at 8:45am like that, but i think not enuff sleep ba so today woke up at 9:15am like that. But it's ok la, enjoy the time talking to her :) . Then today dunno why the moment i wake up, my head super pain.. ARghzz.. Think im getting sicked soon ba.. Hmm... Headache + throat pain.. Suk..

Then went to school with a headache, feel like sleeping sia.. Then today i only got $4 for school... So haf to plan on wat to eat for lunch and dinner.. So bo bian, eat budget food lor... Lucky sch Yong Tau Foo quite cheap. $2 only.. So ate them for lunch and dinner.. Just nice.. Though not filling, but got food eat good le.. Just that today special is that cannot buy drinks lor.. So bo bian drink plain water. Healthy though. Haha! Today i so ke lian la, headache+throat pain+no money+cannot see dear dear today... :( .. Feeling so sick today..

Then went for night class, today lab was quite ez.. Finish very fast.. But teacher dun wan let us go cos he say haf to wait for other classmates to finish.. So in the end delay till near 9pm then let us go.. Aww... Sian lor.. But bo bian. Today was so tired for me la, went up bus straight away sleep.. Mayb not enuff sleep or mayb is my headache too pain le, so need rest awhile. Dear dear called me and we talked for awhile erm like 1hr+ :)..

Now mapling with her. She watching TV while i leeched her. :) Haha! Though kinda tiring, but nvm. Still enjoy it cos got her . Hehe!! So long nv touch my maple le.. Now a weakass char... Lvl47 nia.. Pple all already lvl60-100+.. Dunno wan to chiong or dun wan chiong sia. Haha! See first ba. Okok, stop here liao. Back to mapling with dear dear le. At the same time happy la, cos tml can get to see her :) Wee~~~

*off to maple

2006-11-10T00:37:00.000+08:00

Boink~~ Boink~~ Hehe!! Only dear dear and me know wat is this =X Whaha!! Tio bully by her with Boink~~ Boink~~. LOL!! But not really that pain though except for 1 particular place =X Whaha!!

Today was late for school la.. Was taking bus to school, then halfway through the lentor ave there got 1 road accident.. Then delay the whole traffic lo... Took about 10mins+ before the bus can move out of the jam.. Then read YCK station there already 9am le.., so i shun bian call dear dear to wake up lo :) But she's a pig la, hard to wake her. Hehe!! But in the end she finally woke up 9:24am.

Today break got 3hrs consecutive, so they decided to go outside school and eat.. Then in the end choose pizza hut.. Sian lor.. So ex and not fulling.. SOrry ar dear dear, like this eat cannot gain weight.. :( .. Then somemore order grp meal the pizza got the chessy lava crust, it sucks la... I cannot take too much cheese content... I will feel like vomit.. So i only eat the ingredients then the crust give friend eat.. After eating went to Zone-X to play.. Play street basketball and DDR... Wa, my DDR skills really sucks liao.. So long nv play le.. Leg bo ling huo le.. Last time pro, now like shit.. Kns... But nvm la, oso seldom play DDR le.. Play now = xia suay only.. So lousy ... Haha!

After that went back to school for lab lesson, today lab funny la.. Whaha!! Keep di siao the teacher.. LOL!! Was funny. =X Dunno why today so hardworking leh.. Haha! So enthu about doing the lab. LOL! Then receive a sms from dear dear say she wan to find me, but in the end she forget that she had to meet her friend at 6pm+. So in the end is i go find her. :) But i dun mind la, really miss her. Haha! Though tired , but still went :) So waited for her at the block's void deck beside her block. Was sitting on the bench and sleep awhile while waiting. LOL! After awhile, she came down and we went to mall.

Slack around at Zone-X and play. But i nv play la, cos no money ler.. If i play, tml no need go sch eat liao.. So bo bian lo. Then pei dear dear go walk walk around hougang mall, she bought a ring, a "soccer ball". Haha!! Then we go back up to Zone-X again to slack around.Then help her "bro" play cos he tio challenge then play the map he dunno how to play de. So help him lo :) At least can play free game la. Haha! After that pei her go home lo, tio bully by Boink boink~~ Haha!! As usual, after sending her home, took bus and slept all the way back to Yishun.. Today was feeling kinda tired after such a long day. But with her around , will feel abit more lively :) Today felt so loved :) I hope she do oso. Hehe!! Love her lots. =)

It's gonna be a long day tml... Hate friday... Though many pple like friday, but i hate mine... Stupid lessons lor... Waste my time in school.. Arghzz..Hate it.. Tml cannot meet her.. Can only meet her at Sat... Gonna miss her much tml lo... Aw... :( ..

*off to talk to her if she still haven sleep :) if not mayb go sleep liao lo me..

2006-11-08T22:51:00.000+08:00

Hmm... Almost late for school today, woke up at 9:15am and school starts at 10am. Then i quickly go bath and chiong down to the bus stop, lucky the bus just came when i reach the bus-stop. If not mayb will late sia.. Then the lab lesson as usual was sian, haf to edit here edit there, put program inside to make the thing work.. Pui lor.. Lol.. 1 little mistake like nv put a " ; " behind a code, miss some letters can cause the whole program to not work.. Arghz.. Waste of time =X .. But dunno why today lab time pass very fast, so was shiok la. Haha! Went for break before going for my maths lecture.

Today maths lecture was funny, haha! We all were so noisy la. Haha! Dunno why today i so hardworking sia.. I was really listening to wat teacher teach sia.. Though not fully concentrating, but 80% was really concentrating. Seldom will do that sia me =X Haha! Mayb i really think my maths gone case le, haf to really buck up if not most likely will fail maths lor.. I dun wanna waste my time and money la. Or rather my mum's money. Even though im not fully understand wat the teacher teaching, but at least i manage to know the basic of the stupid Fourier Series chapter.. Kuku chapter.. 1 question need use around 1 and 1/2 page of a foolscap paper.. Kaoz.. And 1 question is worth around 10-15marks in the exam i think. Not so sure..

After school, went to take 72 with TZT. Cos i need to go find her at her school after her physics paper. Then i alighted at the wrong stop la. Haha! I alighted at her school backgate instead of the front gate. I dunno where the school front and back gate. Haha! So haf to walk 1 big round to the front gate and meet up with her. Haha! Then walk to take another bus to her block there. Was talking abt her physics and english paper today... She said English still not that bad, but Physics was bad... She told me that her Combined Science sure die... Haix... Hope some miracle happens ba.. Then waited downstair for her to bath finish, but wait until suddenly i want go toilet. So bth walk to the sports complex there to pee =X Then just nice she oso come down and at the sports complex le. Then went to take bus back to AMK de Mosburger there to study with her.

Was practising the maths question given by teacher just now, kinda confused at the behind part.. So nv do.. Lol! Then she was very tired lo, so she slept for awhile. Guess she just too stress out ba.. All those content-based paper pile up this week. Haf to mug and mug, then somemore her Science had already demoralise her... Arghz.. Really feel sad for her... So after awhile, she woke up and study her Geog again for tml.. She haf to score well in her Geog to get a good grade for Humanities.. The course she wanted to get in requires Humanities as a relevant subject, so haf to buck up lo... After studying, went to funland to find Leong Chun, Ah guo they all. Watch them play ID for awhile and billiard for awhile, then jiu pei her go home le. Knew she was very tired, she was yawning.. So ask her to sleep thruout the journey to her home, i will wake her up when we reach, so she took a short nap.

Then after sending her home, walk to the bus stop and take bus go home le... Was sleeping thruout the way back home when i was in bus 854.. Guess i oso tired ba.. Sleep all the way back to interchange.. Lucky got bus concession. Haha! So anyhow tap bus oso nvm. =X Reached home then was hungry la cos nv eat dinner ma... No money to eat.. Left 2bucks how to buy food to eat. So bo bian haf to wait till go home and eat lo..

Sat coming which oso means the start of UGC qualifying rounds. But most probably wont be going down to CCK there cos dear dear wan play mahjong. So pei her play better. Qualifying into UGC shld not be a problem to me ba i think. If sat nv go qualify, then sun i go lo.. :) Really hope i can win the UGC as champion or 1st runner up oso good. Cos really need the prize money.. Wish me luk ba :) Haha! But with now all the pros are coming out, guess the chance of winning is very little for me le.. I oso long time nv touch liao.. Sometimes only play for fun.. Nv really train for the competition.. No money to train oso... Guess haf to start saving up a little for some training.

*Went off to nolaland soon :)

2006-11-08T02:24:00.000+08:00

Then after that waited for bus 72 to come, waited for quite long oso.. So sms dear dear to chat for awhile before bus come. When the bus come, i was wtf lor... Is damm freaking packed la.. I nearly cant even board the bus cos the bus was so packed till the entrance door oso got passengers standing. But in the end the driver open the door and i manage to squeez in though. Was standing on the steps la. So haf to grip very hard on the pole so that i wont fall down. But heng after a few more stops, more and more people alight. So moved in but nv sit down cos haf to change to 854 in around 2 more stops. So alighted 72 and wait for 854.. Waited quite long oso.. Dunno why 72 and 854 always must wait so long de.. Hmm... :( .. Then find a seat and sleep again lor.. Lack of sleep ba mayb.. Reach home and chatted with dear dear. Was guessing her pw for her blog.. Tried very hard yet still cant find.. In the end finally i get it la.. Then was chatting about some stuff again... Haix.. Everytime when reach that topic, i always feel very guilty la... Im the one who always hurts u, which causes u to feel so insecure with me... Haix.. But i really dun wan it to happen... I really want to protect u and make u feel secure.. Haix... I just sucked la..

Dun wanna blog liao... I've fulfilled my promise to her.. Gonna go sleep liao.. Dear dear, all the best for your O lvls. Think not meeting u till sat and tuesday ba. I dun wan to distract u from studying, cos everytime with u, u will haf no mood to study. Then if u cant score well for ur exma, i will feel very guilty.. Haix.. Feeling kinda moody now... I dun mean to hurt u... Hope u understand...

*feeling moody and also feel like crying...

2006-11-08T02:20:00.002+08:00

Then at around 4pm-5pm like that she reached Zone-x, so we walked and went down to Mac cos she need to study for her English and Physics paper tml.. Then she ordered nugget meal and eat before starting to study. Then after awhile my turn to eat cos see pple eat i oso bth, so order Filet-O-Fish meal and eat. Teach her abit about Physics, but in the end always keep tio shoot back. Mayb i was just talking rubbish la, but i really wan to help u.. Mayb i really forget all my sec4 physics stuffs ba... Sorry ar dear dear, instead of helping u yet in the end was only making u more fed up with me... Think next time i dun wan talk rubbish again liao.. Zip my mouth better.. So slack around at mac for awhile, then after that went up to Zone-X. Play a few more rounds of ID and send dear dear back home le..